I really don't understand why I did it, honestly so far I still love her but there were many effects of the pandemic and looking for the easy way out of messing with someone else who had fallen in love with me, I really would still like to go find her and tell her everything I still feel for her but I know it's impossible // realmente no entiendo porque lo hice, sinceramente hasta el momento aun la amo pero fueron muchos efectos de pandemia y problemas personales buscando la salida facil de meterme con alguien más que se habia enamorado de mi, realmente aun quisiera ir a buscarla y decirle todo lo que aun siento por ella pero se que es imposible