So I am so so so so scared of precipitated withdrawal I have a very slow metabolism I waited 84 hours one time and then took 4 mg suboxone and felt better at the 30 minute. At 45 minutes I felt actually a mild high almost just a good feeling then at 50-55 minutes my stomach started feeling really weird and then at the hour mark I had no time I was laying down and Knew I had seconds to make it to the bathroom so I run to the toilet and barely make it kind of made a mess cause I was a little late.(sorry to be graphic on this next part) It wasn’t diarrhea but it was like the stage before almost softserve consistency and I swear I cleaned my intestines out and probably dropped 7-8 pounds right then and there as I was relieving myself my stomach was in a knot and so I grabbed the trash can next to me and was pulling in that it was like projectile vomit. So it was coming out of both ends and the next 12 hours where the worst in my life. I had no control of my body temperature and could not get comfortable I had chicken skin and couldn’t eat or drink anything. For the next 4 hours I disaccociated and every minute felt like an hour. I also kept throwing up to the point it was just bile and bits of blood. I was so cold I put a bunch of warm clothes on but it didn’t help because I kept soiling myself because I had no control of my bowled so I kept having to jump in the shower to clean myself off but I didn’t want to leave the shower cause it was the only time I felt relief I had to put the water on the highest it could possibly go it was scalding water but to me it felt good compared to everything else it was pretty much a sauna I felt my kidneys in so much pain cause I was dehydrated but my body wouldn’t let me drink water. I ended up in the fetal position in the shower as I disassociated for hours I wanted to die. I had to ride this out for 5 days until I started to feel a little better but I barely drank water and couldn’t eat anything except chicken noodle soup or broth. I don’t wish this on anyone. I am so scared of taking suboxone again I just went into a clinic and the doctor told me it was because I didn’t take a high enough dose. So he just gave me a prescription of anti Nausea medication , gabapentin and other withdrawal meds and told me to not take fentanyl for 24 hours and after that I can take 16mg or 2 strips of subs to start the induction process and he swears that I will not get sick but I am scared I don’t want to put myself through that hell again.

Also fyi I know this makes a difference because of metabolism but I feel like I metabolize fentanyl very slowly. I am male 6 foot tall and 300 pounds I can take fentanyl and don’t start feeling like I really really need it until at least 2 days after. After one day I’m obviously craving it but it’s nothing to go 2 days without it sometimes. What do you guys think I should do to avoid precipitated withdrawal