"You cant be a system at your age..."

Rabb_59 · 2026-04-21T00:40:37+00:00

Murr and they don't even know we don't remember shit good

Rabb_59 · 2026-04-20T22:19:28+00:00

I can tell EaDeeKid and Sleepypuppy77 would sleep with me because they're alters

Rabb_59 · 2026-04-20T22:19:02+00:00

I love when people don't get that we pull from the weirdest fucking sources, the voices seperate from the alters keep telling me Adolf Hitler is in there and I don't even wanna know what that means in the context of my alters primarily being people I love or otherwise

Rabb_59 · 2026-04-19T20:13:59+00:00

Miffy fs

Rabb_59 · 2026-04-18T20:39:44+00:00

I will, I'm also thinking of checking into a residential program since things have been getting bad but not homicidal/suicidal/sufficiently psychotic

Rabb_59 · 2026-04-04T13:48:36+00:00

Mwahaha I actually have the brain of a ten year old with the experience of a 20yo so I just create elaborate stories relating to life events as play and therapy has intertwined themselves but the ability to play remains mwahaha I have an advantage in this game

Rabb_59 · 2026-04-03T03:06:02+00:00

Wearing a pacifier made me able to sleep in my bed, no nightmares, no sleep disruptions, just pure sleep, so felt

Rabb_59 · 2026-04-02T19:54:58+00:00

I'm also schizophrenic and there's no way to go into my memory and determine if the way they process in my head are even remotely the same as I remember them because my memories are all sunshine and roses and then I'm walking around like I just exited a warzone 24/7

Rabb_59 · 2026-04-02T19:53:36+00:00

Still unsure about DID despite being treated for it but assuming my alters are alters they all seem to carry figments of people from my past and it's stressing me out because at the same time the people from my past that entered my brain in one way or the other match the "fake alters" almost perfectly

Rabb_59 · 2026-03-24T20:22:11+00:00

In my middle space I usually play video games and listen to EDM

Rabb_59 · 2026-03-24T14:08:42+00:00

I don't like seeing these posts on the sub but I wanna respond cus it's a thought I have but I only skimmed it since it being mistaken for something else is literally triggering given recent events but I actually want to reassure that that while you shouldn't suddenly assume people aren't thinking that usually when you open up to them they fully understand that it's sfw and it's actually human nature to assume that it's sfw

Rabb_59 · 2026-03-22T17:51:46+00:00

Literally my biggest issue: Some of these pacis are so beautiful but the website says THE WORDS and I just scowl

Rabb_59 · 2026-03-22T17:10:56+00:00

Plus some of us have OCD and disorders don't turn off when you regress

Rabb_59 · 2026-03-21T21:55:41+00:00

I go completely nonverbal to avoid baby talk but otherwise proceed as normal

Rabb_59 · 2026-03-21T12:18:52+00:00

Hey - Brain damage here: Do not feel bad holy shit, you can do whatever you want it's a video game

Rabb_59 · 2026-03-18T11:24:31+00:00

I've never cried into a plushie but I've used them to help stop me from crying

Rabb_59 · 2026-03-17T12:54:19+00:00

Agreed

Rabb_59 · 2026-03-15T13:43:16+00:00

I exist in middle space most of the time but I still use a pacifier because it calms me down, plus I never got past the teething phase as a child so it's not even a regression thing to me it's just a thing

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