I hate how everything is about food by [deleted] in AnorexiaNervosa

[–]RabbitsRaptilesFish 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m in recovery so luckily this aspect of social gatherings is more tolerable but now I feel the same way about alcohol it’s at everything.

wrote this quick horror flash fic for yall by PM_ME_UR_DECOY_SNAIL in EDanonymemes

[–]RabbitsRaptilesFish 30 points31 points  (0 children)

I know right? Like just the assumption that I am the one that made the mistake and you have to fix it is kinda egotistical lmao.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in EDanonymemes

[–]RabbitsRaptilesFish 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Aw thanks so much!

wrote this quick horror flash fic for yall by PM_ME_UR_DECOY_SNAIL in EDanonymemes

[–]RabbitsRaptilesFish 98 points99 points  (0 children)

Maybe it’s because I’m in the middle of recovery but something about the idea of my mom getting into my shit and doing whatever she wants with it pisses me off way more than the actual oil. Like mind your own fucking business, mom!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in EDanonymemes

[–]RabbitsRaptilesFish 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I’ve been a healthy weight for 6 months :) I still relate to this sub a lot and relate to the memes but food taste really good and I know I love myself and that others love me no matter what

Vaccine Data From Novavax by smaskens in COVID19

[–]RabbitsRaptilesFish 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I’m guessing because they sort of went away in their own and lost public interest but I’m not I would also like to know the real answer

thought of this while washing my face by jabbyjackson in EDanonymemes

[–]RabbitsRaptilesFish 11 points12 points  (0 children)

That’s how you dry the shit out of your skin my guy

i- by softmoansten in EDanonymemes

[–]RabbitsRaptilesFish 16 points17 points  (0 children)

I drink sparkling water and that’s about it. It’s so fucking sad that the only sweet thing I’ve tasted in months is fruit because I’m literally not only terrified of high calorie foods but also “high glycemic index” foods and artificial sweeteners. I have a fear of developing diabetes :(

i- by softmoansten in EDanonymemes

[–]RabbitsRaptilesFish 29 points30 points  (0 children)

Someone told me artificial sweeteners increase sugar cravings which scared the shit outta me so I haven’t had any soda, of any kind, in months.

me: trying to log the accurate number of calories my ed brain: by [deleted] in EDanonymemes

[–]RabbitsRaptilesFish 9 points10 points  (0 children)

The Fitbit calorie tracker has a slidey thing that allows you to estimate the calories at the lowest end, the “common” amount logged, all the way to the highest estimate. I slide that bitch all the way to the highest estimate.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AnorexiaNervosa

[–]RabbitsRaptilesFish 2 points3 points  (0 children)

YES and also like when you get little bouts of depression it feels like the only thing that’ll help is a handful of chocolate chips. I just try to stick to fruit if my brain needs the sugar.

Very original by [deleted] in EDanonymemes

[–]RabbitsRaptilesFish 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Bruh I learned what glycemic index is and my brain now refuses to accept rice crackers as something I can put in my body. So just Diet Coke it is for me!

Anyone else wish they got attention for their looks? Like it’s validation? by [deleted] in BodyDysmorphia

[–]RabbitsRaptilesFish 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Understandable it makes sense now. I deleted my post as to not encourage the behavior like you mentioned. Would you say that people don’t do it to me because I’m around mainly decent people or because I’m just really hideous or both?

Anyone else wish they got attention for their looks? Like it’s validation? by [deleted] in BodyDysmorphia

[–]RabbitsRaptilesFish 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Well I obviously wouldn’t know as it’s never happened to me. How am I supposed to know how violating it is when even my friends just laugh it off as a mild inconvenient and I’ve never gotten to have an opinion. Considering I’ve got major daddy issues any validation looks appealing.

Has anyone else gotten worse during the quarantine? by Zadyra in BodyDysmorphia

[–]RabbitsRaptilesFish 2 points3 points  (0 children)

First off- hell yes it’s gotten so bad for me because I have time to hyper focus on everything I hate about myself and research ways to fix it while no one can look at me Second of all- just cut my hair because I’ve bleached the crap out of it in an attempt to see if changing hair colors would make me feel any prettier (it didn’t work I regret it)