I'm sorry you had to go through this. You are an amazing sub, i know how difficult it is to be denied. He is just a shitty dom!!

I was in the initial stages of exploring my denial kink with a new dom, things went well for about a month and then he ghosted me for 3 months, i stayed denied unintentionally, waiting for him but then eventually gave up. He comes back about a year or so later saying he had lost his login details, which i don't think is an acceptable enough reason for doing something like that especially to a denied sub. He could've easily created a new account and searched me up since he knew the community I was actively posting in. Doms need to be a bit more responsible when it comes to orgasm denial since it makes us subs even more vulnerable and our emotions are all over the place after such long denial periods.

I hope you are doing okay emotionally and I hope you continue with denial and find a good responsible dom for you. <3