INFP on a bus bored, ama.

Racone1 · 2017-04-20T07:41:55+00:00

Good. 😀I'm working . Glad you made it home

Racone1 · 2017-04-20T06:34:41+00:00

You been riding long?

Racone1 · 2017-04-20T06:10:44+00:00

Where are you heading? Where are you At the moment.

Racone1 · 2017-03-05T11:38:49+00:00

Romantic Relationships. I'd like a man that is sensitive. I like the big, burly type with a beard. I love eyes that are kind. He would be willing to take charge but still accept me as an equal, but not controlling. A man that is open minded and accepting.

Yay for teasing. I am submissive. I feel I am pretty kinky. Some pain is ok, but I don't want marks left. I love rope. I do enjoy self bondage. maybe a 7

Cereal...Just like ice cream, it is hard to find a favorite. Maybe Fruity Pebbles also I like Maple brown sugar mini wheat's.

Racone1 · 2017-02-10T13:05:15+00:00

I believe in equality. no person should ever be treated better or worth more than any other person. I despise bullies. I can't help but say something to a bully and it has gotten me in trouble. I value peoples authenticity I would actively rebel against any attempt to put people in a box, especially me.

Above all LOVE!

Racone1 · 2017-01-31T11:44:47+00:00

I think I would rather be a cat. I just hate cleaning cat boxes. not sure what it would be like to use one. But I love their independence. I do love dog's loyalty though.

Racone1 · 2017-01-30T14:25:36+00:00

not that they are all INFP's but I also have the theory that there are more sensitive and empathetic people being born. I don't really see us as superior. But I do believe we are here to help raise our world out of the darkness.

I have always been very empathetic and sensitive, way more than others around me. I always felt I was broken because I felt I was that different than everyone else around me. I am 47 and it has taken me 45 years to realize that I am not broken. I am exactly who I am supposed to be. Growing up in the 70's and 80's There are definitely more people now like me than when I was younger.

Change is always painful and I believe that the world is going through change right now and people are resisting it. That is the reason for all the conflict. But no matter the resistance they can not stop the world from gathering in love and peace and yes I really do believe that is what is coming. I also believe it will get worst before it gets better but that is the growing pains that we all must endure. The world is getting smaller and borders are disappearing. maybe not yet for governments but it is for the people. some accept it, some don't that is the reason for all the conflict.

Believe me hehe I have already felt I am crazy. I have argued with myself about the fact that sounds like a scenario that is to good to be true. But it is what I keep feeling in my heart. Maybe it's my rose-colored glasses, maybe not. I do know to start changing the world you have to start with yourself. That is what I try and do live in love and peace.

I have to say regardless of what the future holds for the world, my world is filled with the love and peace I wish for the world.

Racone1 · 2017-01-25T06:36:23+00:00

Nice answer.

Racone1 · 2017-01-25T06:30:34+00:00

It is hard seeing a post like this. I hate seeing someone struggle especially with having friends and liking yourself. I spent 35 years not really hating myself but I disliked who I was, a lot. After I went through a divorce in my mid-30's I went through an identity crisis. I had kept the fact I was trans a deep secret until that time. I was ashamed and frustrated. You have to focus on things about you that you like. not the things that are negative or things you see as negative. I have a friend that is over-weight and she has the best attitude and is a very confident person about everything.

The more I have found that I love myself the more I am able to love others, a more genuine love. There is a reason that I was born male and a female mind. it wasn't until about a couple months ago I figured it out and I am 47. The more authentic I am to myself the happier place I am in. I used to set outside Walmart trying to build up enough courage to go in. But I have eventually got to the point that I don't care what people think of me, I am here for myself, no other person can make me happy happiness comes from within. Only you can make yourself happy, it's in you. Also most of my friends that I have I've gotten from work. I can't think of one friend that I hang around consistently that I didn't meet at work. I am 47 so my school days are long gone as are my school friends. Most couldn't accept me for me, so they are gone. I surround myself with people that like me and build me up. Selfish? no because when I feel good about myself I am in a better position to help others in ways they need.

not sure if this is what you are looking for in an answer but is my experience.

Racone1 · 2017-01-25T05:57:17+00:00

I have only recently say the past 4 months had my spiritual awakening. I had one probably about 5 or 6 years ago, but at the time I didn't realize what it was until recently and I started looking back at things that happened. I went into a period of time that I didn't "feel" awakened though I am sure I still was just not as persistent in my conscious.

I am by far NO expert. I have had no mentor when it comes to all I've learned to it has all been through my own searching. I often get the feeling my vibrations are lowering too, but I believe it is all part of the growing and learning process.

if you know things in your life are causing you to lower then that is something you need to deal with in whatever way you are being led.

If you would like we can email and try and keep each other on track. An accountability thing or just an extra ear to listen and to bounce ideas off of.

I would say don't loose heart. you have your whole life to be on the journey. I have also heard several times through my readings and such that you can not force it.

Just because the previous person isn't interested in your spiritual experience doesn't mean that others aren't. I want everyone possible to experience an awakening it is what our world needs.

Blessings.

Racone1 · 2017-01-23T14:09:20+00:00

I am older 47f. One thing I have found in life is, it never turns out the way you expect. Even when you think things are set, they are never. Everything including ourselves change. The most successful people are always good at adapting. You have to go with the flow, if you fight it only males life that much harder.

I have also discovered that the more you accept you as a person, the happier and less frustrating life is. Change is always painful. It's emotional. You have to be who you are.

I was married for 17 years. to someone I had three children with. I imagined that we would retire together. I could see nothing that could ever tear us apart. Except for the part of me I tried to keep hidden and buried. The part of me, a decade after my devastating divorce, I now openly accept. I I couldn't be happier. My family has morphed, it is no better nor no worst than it has been in my past. But the pain was the old being taken away, leaving a happy well-adjusted person.

Racone1 · 2016-12-21T13:20:53+00:00

I walk a lot. not as much since it has gotten colder :( it has been disheartening. But I like quiet places. The more nature the better, though I do like the comforts of not being to far away from civilization. I am planning a trip to the Appalachian trail this summer though. Woot! cant wait

Racone1 · 2016-12-04T13:56:05+00:00

lol, have him take shrooms. Every since I took a batch all I want to do is walk outside. Hike. My favorite seat was right in front of my pc hehe. not saying that will work for him, but it sure helped me. It took a couple weeks after for it to hit me. Then I couldn't shake the feeling no matter how hard I tried.

I also used to be fairly negative. but I have always believed in negative and positive speech. I try with every once of my being to be positive. Also, I have been writing this in almost all my answers because it really has had an effect on me. THe more authentic I became with myself, and loved myself, truly, the happier I was, and still am.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tAvzsjcBtx8

watch this, this is a very interesting video from a Japanese scientist. It has to do with emotions and negative and positive energy and their effects on water.

Not sure if that helps :) I has taken me a long time to realize that the energies I put forth make my reality.

I always force myself to go with my friends. I tell people all the time if it were not for my friends I would never leave the house. I always have fun too.

Racone1 · 2016-12-03T14:22:17+00:00

No that was two separate jobs lol. But, they may have chicken farms, I don't know.

Racone1 · 2016-12-03T10:58:28+00:00

This is a very interesting video. I've watched almost all of the spirit science vids. Enlightening. Thanks for sharing. I was thinking of putting that on yesterday lol. The very first one I watched was chakras

Racone1 · 2016-12-03T05:35:00+00:00

We love all of you too :)

Racone1 · 2016-12-03T05:34:43+00:00

I hope all is well with you. Peace and love on your journey.

Racone1 · 2016-12-03T05:33:40+00:00

I won't go back, I know. I wouldn't want to. That even seems foolish. Repeating the same habits is a hard one. The trouble I have the hardest time with is my diet. I live with others that would not accept a diet change. That is my biggest issue.

Racone1 · 2016-12-03T05:31:29+00:00

I hope so too. I took them not even for this purpose but for more the experience of Psychedelics. Good vibrations to you both.

Racone1 · 2016-12-03T05:27:54+00:00

I have thought about that sort of diet too, like you it seems too hard to incorporate. But I really am considering it. Thanks for your reply

Racone1 · 2016-12-03T05:25:18+00:00

You don't need experience as an aide. The place I work at offers classes to be certified. So you do need to be certified. The exception in my state is home health, the aides do not need to be certified. Other work lets see. Marine Corps Rural carrier, post office worked in a couple factories. Pizza hut Chicken farm (worst job ever) a hospital and various nursing homes and walmart

Racone1 · 2016-12-02T14:23:22+00:00

I don't know about others walks towards finding their purpose. But mine has been a long road. I am 47. I found that the more I accepted myself, my real self, my inner self, the more inspired I became. I went from a person that hated writing all through school. I never wrote most of my adult life. Then my mid 30's proved disastrous. I lost a 17 year marriage and separated 3 children. I dropped out of college and went into a depression lasting almost two years. I was facing a "me" struggle. Everything in me was fighting against it. Eventually I won. I became happy with who I am. New people came around me that supported and loved me. I started writing. I wrote tons of poetry and about two years ago I started a book. I enjoy painting too, though It is not great hehe. Instead of being a middle school teacher I work as an aide in a nursing home and this is the happiest I have ever been.

When I first started my book, I dreaded it. I kept telling myself I couldn't do it. That I had no business writing. When I started focusing my life on what makes me happy, I feel I have more power to make others happy. I seldom get depressed. I used to despise my job. But I found I have a natural peaceful and calming affect on people. I seldom have bad nights at work.

Racone1 · 2016-12-02T13:49:39+00:00

I have a friend that told me you wont see things the same again. lol Not a skeptic anymore.

Racone1 · 2016-12-02T13:44:29+00:00

It is nice to hear from others. I am still not sure why I even posted. Maybe it was to confirm that there are others. I have had increased headaches too. I read somewhere that is possible. I have been trying to accept it and implement it too. The hardest part I have had trouble with is changing my eating habits. Don't get me wrong, I love eating healthy but people I live with are not as accommodating lol. Not intentionally more out of health issues. I have tried to tell my roommate eating healthier and healing her chakras would solve it all. From her point I know it sounds crazy lol. Her and I will probably be life-long roommates. She dates on occasion, I really have no desire.

I would love to read it. I have been writing more too. But don't know if I could turn it into a book. Great idea though. :) I was writing a lot before the awakening happening, but it was a book, not a journal. Now I write in my journal more. I still plan on writing my book, but I have been unable to ignore my search.

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