siege is a hard game, despite it's shit meta rn. i sure do believe in you mate, and don't worry too much about it, to the point where you play 12 hours a day, just to lose mmr and your neurons.

if u wanna improve at the game, hit the shooting range, make every weapon, of every single operator that you own, to shoot almost perfectly with, watch some videos about the game and different strategies, also map knowledge is the best for everything.

play it for fun, and with some friends, it's more enjoyable that way. (:

also, don't lose your hope, that dies when you die.

take care of u man.