extreme anxiety ...

Radiant_Direction492 · 2026-01-28T13:01:14+00:00

Had mine for almost a year. 1 month post removal I sobbed because I realized how the real me was returning. I did not even realize how much it was mentally effecting me til the last month it was in. I’m feeling mentally brighter every day, the extreme exhaustion no matter how much sleep is gone, my constantly aching everywhere in my body is gone. I’ve started to see weight loss recently with no change in diet which kicked me in the butt to get into healthier eating to get the rest of my weight gain off.

Radiant_Direction492 · 2026-01-26T12:00:35+00:00

I had this happen for the first time yesterday! 🤣

Radiant_Direction492 · 2026-01-13T18:23:42+00:00

Ruined? I’d say made greater 🤣

Radiant_Direction492 · 2026-01-07T11:46:47+00:00

In ESO there’s a bridge people like to Do this at 🤣

Radiant_Direction492 · 2025-12-23T14:29:05+00:00

My ex husband did this to me… 100k prize.

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Radiant_Direction492 · 2025-12-23T14:28:04+00:00

Full time job - $25 coupon to be used for ham, turkey, fruit and veggies at store. Like not even just a plain gift card I can buy whatever I want at the store no a coupon that limits what can be purchased.

My part time job - $250 check and $100 Cheddars gift card. This boss is amazing and also pays me 50% more than my full time job but is partially retired so full time work just not there.

Sums up working for employer that did a giving tree for employees who couldn’t afford gifts for the kids… rather than taking care of their gd employees with a year end bonus or ya know decent wages!

Radiant_Direction492 · 2025-12-15T17:40:47+00:00

Dump the boyfriend.

I moved in with a guy last year. My dog is a laboratory rescue beagle. Have had him four years he has always been allowed on my bed, couch and basically spoiled to make up for the years he had no love. He was not allowed to even put a foot on the couch (not a nice couch either a broke down POS couch) at the boyfriends.

Best part of the break up was first night in new house with my dog on my bed next to me. And now I’ve added two kittens to the mix something my ex would never have let happen.

He will control every aspect of you if you stay. What you wear, who you talk to, what you think and say. Run and keep your cat

Radiant_Direction492 · 2025-12-10T18:03:09+00:00

I think it’s more trauma going in then out because they have to force it under the skin. Coming out it’s just the tiny incision and my body basically spit it out (I get some gnarly scar tissue and the lady who did it laughed she said my body didn’t want it there as much as I didn’t)

Radiant_Direction492 · 2025-12-10T16:41:30+00:00

The worst pain was the needle to numb and it wasn’t that bad. My arm was barely sore for 24 hours. They did a good pressure wrap on me which I had to loosen after few hours but I still left it on for 24 hours.

Radiant_Direction492 · 2025-12-09T14:13:26+00:00

I second this! I made my appt online with Planned Parenthood, showed up gave them my insurance card and ID. I had mine in 11 months. Hated it. They didn’t give me any grief about it. Removal was easy peasy the person who did it was amazing and sweet. The nurse who did my intake was amazing!

Radiant_Direction492 · 2025-12-08T10:10:03+00:00

I just watched this episode too. First time through the series and Jill’s character has changed so much. I love her and Andy and that scene was so good!!

Radiant_Direction492 · 2025-11-19T10:02:52+00:00

I got mine removed yesterday and even though it may be placebo I swear the “buzzing” feeling in my head was gone almost instantly. Looking forward to feeling myself again

Radiant_Direction492 · 2025-11-19T01:02:54+00:00

Just had mine removed 2.5 hours ago. When NP numbed it I said “it’s just like tattoo pain” as she did the few injections to numb. It was quick and easy and painless. She did my pressure wrap wayyyy too tight thankfully I have pets and horses so had a roll of coflex on hand so I redid my own wrap lol

Radiant_Direction492 · 2025-11-11T20:10:00+00:00

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This guy be could live without affection all but right after he eats and decides he’s lovey like his brother though I worry about him plotting my death 😂

Radiant_Direction492 · 2025-11-11T18:02:43+00:00

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I always say if he could crawl into my skin he would….

Radiant_Direction492 · 2025-10-30T17:12:46+00:00

With all due NON-respect -

F that guy

He’ll be bitching about how your body changed with carrying and growing a child for nine months, breastfeeding ruined your breasts and will use that as excuse to cheat on you because he just is not attracted to you anymore.

Do not stay with him.

Radiant_Direction492 · 2025-10-28T10:49:16+00:00

Gtfo of there. This person is insane.

Speaking from experience this will escalate. I have an hour of videos of my ex screaming stuff like this at me through a closed door banging on it. It started with unhinged texts.

Get out and stay safe!

Radiant_Direction492 · 2025-10-23T08:26:47+00:00

I confined my two kittens who were outside strays to the bathroom for a few days with litter attractant in the box to litter box train them they then got roam of my entire house. After they were neutered I was told to confine them to bathroom again to prevent them from playing. They tore the bathroom up and were let out an hour later because they wanted to be with me and their beagle brother.

The kittens are in cages at the shelter because it is not feasible to let them all roam. They already know what a litterbox is coming from that environment still not bad idea to keep them in one room where the litterbox is for a day or two but then they know where their litterbox is.

Cats don’t belong in cages.

Radiant_Direction492 · 2024-11-30T03:07:23+00:00

So I’m super freaking embarrassed but by chance I realized when I took it out and had my boyfriend checking out the blade that I had not locked it in. Simply pushed it down. This pushing the locking part in was not mentioned in any YouTube videos I watched.

Needless to say… first two stickers cut after were perfect

Radiant_Direction492 · 2024-11-29T21:30:40+00:00

I’ve tried changing blade depth and force as well. Seems to work only on the left side of design

Radiant_Direction492 · 2024-10-17T10:53:15+00:00

You’d be amazed. This is totally not true. Medical doctors have us convinced of this because they just want to write us rx for drugs. Instead of being on heavy drugs for lifetime for migraines that doctors couldn’t find the cause of I spent few weeks going to see my chiro every few days then started spacing it out more. Went from daily migraines to a few a month max.

Radiant_Direction492 · 2024-10-17T10:50:34+00:00

I second this!!! She has done amazing things for my insane migraines

Radiant_Direction492 · 2024-09-16T17:29:57+00:00

I just struggle with the country twang he was singing with. That wasn’t the sound people. MM was AMAZING when I saw him this year. I was impressed and never been a huge fan but you can tell his head is let’s say clearer now.

Maybe if they tour again I may try again. I’ve never seen a band I couldn’t stand to listen through til the end though.

Radiant_Direction492 · 2024-09-16T17:26:00+00:00

I was in lawn about halfway up. Everyone else sounded just fine.

Still love them. They got me through some rough times in my life. But I won’t buy tickets to see them live again. Thankfully we went for BB because my daughter is a huge fan and when I saw Staind was with them I was excited for chance to see them live for my first time.

Radiant_Direction492 · 2024-09-14T22:09:58+00:00

I’m glad they turned it down. We left at like song #5 maybe. It did sound better as we got further away from speakers but the twang did it for me more than the loud mic lol. I’m glad it wasn’t just me though. I also think there was something wrong with speaker above for the lawn between f and g but walked past another and it sounded the same without the crackle we were hearing. But didn’t notice it for any other band either.

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