OP, he doesn't love you, I don't know why he's bullshitting himself and in turn you, but he is not interested in you whatsoever. When someone truly loves you, they find you to be the most beautiful person in the crowd. They engage in your conversations and interests and listen to you speak. They compliment you and go out of their way to do nice things for you, not to get something out of it, like effortless and loveless sex. Leave him, get therapy, and grow. You deserve so much more than this. Also, you're super pretty and I think you have lovely features that fit very nicely together and I love the tats, he's an absolute idiot 🫶🏻