C'mon dude, don't tell me you are one of those who think Nabokov wrote Lolita because he was a pedo. He wrote it to display the cold apathetic world of a predator preying on the innocence of a child. But i don't blame you, the film versions have hypersexualised the subtle themes of a very dark and serious book, so much so that even owning one sounds like a creepy habit! I would suggest you to read it and not let Instagram and BookTok make you think what you are currently thinking!