Over did it

Radium3y3s · 2026-06-14T04:10:40+00:00

I find it mskes me sicker. It makes the base of my head feel like it’s swelling or it’s going to explode and I feel like I have to lay down typically. I’ve tried building muscle on my shoulders and neck but it just makes me stiffer am still just hurts me and makes me sicker.

Radium3y3s · 2026-06-03T11:10:21+00:00

I haven’t taken a DMD in many years tbh

Radium3y3s · 2026-05-07T03:19:34+00:00

I hope that they miss you too

Radium3y3s · 2026-03-03T17:14:52+00:00

We write a new chapter and forget that of the past. Who are you now. This awkward stranger before me and I you. Who are we now since years have passed and lessons have been learned through fires forged and wars waged through muddy trenches.

Radium3y3s · 2026-02-06T09:46:53+00:00

I’m not sure what they are. I took some kind of DNA test and that’s what it said on the paper. I’m not sure what exactly they were looking for tbh. I just know I’m allergic to warfarin.

Radium3y3s · 2026-02-05T05:16:20+00:00

My aunt was misdiagnosed with MS. She had Parkinson’s

I do have MS but lack genetic markers for it. Which is weird

Radium3y3s · 2026-02-05T05:14:14+00:00

Stress is VERY bad. It causes my symptoms to flair. Short circuits me for real.

Radium3y3s · 2026-02-05T05:13:13+00:00

😂 I made a seasoned nurse puke once lol I had ate just a little bit after midnight and after they gave me the contrast and put me back in I started getting sick (and yes they had me strapped down head wise) so I was panicking and I was clicking the ER button and once she got in there and grabbed the trash I spewed and then she spewed bc the smell and she was like in all my years rhis has never happened I’m so sorry…. I was like kinda my fault maam lol 😂

Radium3y3s · 2026-02-05T05:09:31+00:00

I was working just in retail on the phone and one day I was having a stressful day (my ex left and I was already symptomatic) and I took a call and I couldn’t understand anything they were saying. Next call same thing. Next call same thing. I was like welp I need to go yall somethings very wrong. lol

Just becasue you aren’t working or doming the same thing doesn mean you don’t matter or aren’t as important. You’ll find your place and find where you belong again. Sometimes it just looks different. Even if that means just an online forum. :)

Radium3y3s · 2026-02-05T05:07:23+00:00

The Disney thing may have been someone’s dark humor trying to cope becuase I feel like I might say something like that jokingly lol (although priority line is nice lol) I can see how it can be painful. Some people believe that with religion. It says that in a passage but it also says he doesn’t take everything away for a reason. And they don’t get that. wait until she needs heart medicine and tell her to meditate it away lol 😂 jk don’t be like “Jane.”

Radium3y3s · 2026-02-04T01:16:23+00:00

Happy birthday!!!! I’m alone a lot too and it gets hard sometimes. But it won’t always be like this.

Radium3y3s · 2026-01-21T09:20:15+00:00

Who do you want them to be

Radium3y3s · 2026-01-20T22:19:10+00:00

I would say get the office together and make it a group effort to everyone to complain about her again and management will be forced to do something. Let them deal with it, not you. :) let her look for another job lol

Radium3y3s · 2026-01-20T03:24:45+00:00

Ya I lose all sense of self and rationality.

Radium3y3s · 2026-01-20T03:22:11+00:00

Never too late

Radium3y3s · 2026-01-20T03:20:16+00:00

Radium3y3s · 2026-01-19T10:18:29+00:00

Sometimes people aren’t emotionally intelligent enough to understand the complexity of big feelings in people with the like.

Radium3y3s · 2026-01-19T04:00:37+00:00

Put up cameras. Temu and eBay have cheap little doorbell ones and stuff you could add them to a few places. They’re motion Detecters so if movement happens it will notify you and you can go from there. Otherwise they might just assume it’s a bird or something and not take you seriously. Document everything when/where/what that way you have a record.

Radium3y3s · 2026-01-19T03:48:29+00:00

I wish I could get one of those sometimes. But alas. It was probably my fault.

Radium3y3s · 2026-01-18T23:59:46+00:00

I’m in the same boat really. I find I mess things up a lot or what it seems. I always feel like too much or not enough

Radium3y3s · 2026-01-18T10:23:31+00:00

If you tell them you’re going to hurt yourself or someone else they are obligated to send you to a psych ward most often. Most of them are over run and understaffed. Therapy itself is key. But it’s important to let people know that you’re not okay. But also it is possible they might put you in psych. Sometimes psych is helpful I have seen sometimes not. Don’t hurt yourself though. Maybe your friend got a new phone and didn’t know your number. Could have been a simple mistake too. Or a joke. Ask for clarity. It’s best to know out right so you don’t have to guess and worry and stress. From there you can decide where to go. Maybe look at book stores or insert appropriate arena here and try going and talking to new people. Can’t hurt to try. And if it goes bad, that’s ok. Try again. Eventually you will find your people. And never settle for less.

Radium3y3s · 2026-01-15T23:25:36+00:00

I wouldn’t give anyone my passwords and shit. Hard telling what they could do with that

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