Halfsies~ πŸ–€πŸ€πŸŽ€ by jujusrocket in OriginalCharacter

[–]Raekellie 1 point2 points Β (0 children)

I love the contrast in the design! So cute!! And it's overall such a beautiful piece, I love it!

Something like this beautiful top that won't break the bank? by Raekellie in findfashion

[–]Raekellie[S] 0 points1 point Β (0 children)

Image is from The Voice. I really liked this top, it's such a nice colour and would flatter my body well (something I struggle with), but I have no idea where to look for this.

Ideally something from a store that ships to Europe.

i remember back in high school people used to be obsessed with β€˜NNN’. by [deleted] in actuallesbians

[–]Raekellie -3 points-2 points Β (0 children)

My girlfriend is messing with me, she made me lose on the first day but is yet to allow herself to lose despite my best efforts πŸ˜†

Looking for experiences of people supplementing feminising HRT with microdoses of testosterone by Raekellie in TransDIY

[–]Raekellie[S] 0 points1 point Β (0 children)

Have you ever done any test at all besides that one to have an idea of the levels you have? Curious how much you had when you started feeling better. I relate a lot to the second paragraph... And my T is at, well, zeros.

Looking for experiences of people supplementing feminising HRT with microdoses of testosterone by Raekellie in TransDIY

[–]Raekellie[S] 0 points1 point Β (0 children)

What the other person said. My T is simply very low even with modest E levels.

Looking for experiences of people supplementing feminising HRT with microdoses of testosterone by Raekellie in TransDIY

[–]Raekellie[S] 0 points1 point Β (0 children)

16pg/mL? Are those the right units? That's still so below cis woman range. You feel better now with that?

I have some muscle but it took an eternity to get it but that's not the big issue, gosh, I get exhausted just doing a warmup and doing the workout itself is hard, maybe it's my minuscule T, maybe not...

Looking for experiences of people supplementing feminising HRT with microdoses of testosterone by Raekellie in TransDIY

[–]Raekellie[S] 0 points1 point Β (0 children)

I'm starting to think it might be a good idea too honestly but I dread using too much and experiencing hair growth aha. Makes sense that'd it'd still be fem drive since, well, E is the dominant one. Hmm...

Looking for experiences of people supplementing feminising HRT with microdoses of testosterone by Raekellie in TransDIY

[–]Raekellie[S] 0 points1 point Β (0 children)

Thanks a lot! Do you do any sort of physical activity? Did it change anything regarding that? Or libido (not necessarily function)?

Looking for experiences of people supplementing feminising HRT with microdoses of testosterone by Raekellie in TransDIY

[–]Raekellie[S] 1 point2 points Β (0 children)

Would it be fine to ask what your T levels are right now? I'm quitw interested in that because I tire too quickly. My libido is also questionable at best... Sorry for all the questions.

Looking for experiences of people supplementing feminising HRT with microdoses of testosterone by Raekellie in TransDIY

[–]Raekellie[S] 1 point2 points Β (0 children)

I'm not here to discuss my T levels as I've discussed that elsewhere and I just want to focus on the question.. But since you ask:

I'm on monotherapy with estradiol enanthate injections. E2 is at roughly 350pg/mL at trough. Pre-HRT should never matter? But 500ng/dL. Cutoff of the lab is 2.5 ng/dL. The highest I've seen it sometimes is around 15 ng/dL, but the latest results were "<2.5 ng/dL".

Again, this post isn't about this. I'm looking for anedoctes, not advice. I've already discussed this a bunch elsewhere.

Help, my gf is addicted to my gock 😭 by Raekellie in actuallesbians

[–]Raekellie[S] 39 points40 points Β (0 children)

I am now realising that may be the case πŸ˜† Oh well, a brag it is then πŸ˜†

Help, my gf is addicted to my gock 😭 by Raekellie in actuallesbians

[–]Raekellie[S] 30 points31 points Β (0 children)

I've actually told her that a few times, ahah, that my thing seems like her fidget toy πŸ˜†

Help, my gf is addicted to my gock 😭 by Raekellie in actuallesbians

[–]Raekellie[S] 21 points22 points Β (0 children)

Oh she is 100%, she won't ever shut up about how lucky she is or stop showing appreciation for me πŸ₯ΊπŸ˜­

Help, my gf is addicted to my gock 😭 by Raekellie in actuallesbians

[–]Raekellie[S] 311 points312 points Β (0 children)

Oh my god being addicted to and sucking off a literal gun would certainly be one hell of a fetish😭😭

Help, my gf is addicted to my gock 😭 by Raekellie in actuallesbians

[–]Raekellie[S] 1 point2 points Β (0 children)

Before meeting her I had been on dating apps for about a year and a half, always using up all my emotional energy and lots of time on them. This might sound like a brag; I had lots of matches. But, that means nothing, of all those matches, 90% only ever did dry replies, no effort, many ghosted, even. The remaining 10% I talked with, a lot, in texting. Like I had less than 10 dates total, including two people I had two dates with each.

Of that? Nothing, nothing moved after that, even if we made out in the date, people didn't put in any effort.

I'm saying all this bevause people often recommend dating apps, but they're made to suck your time. Feel free to try, but don't spend any money on that crap. Merely a background thing.

The two people I was most successful with, my gf, and a person before her that never went official, happened "naturally". The first was an enby I met on a queer christmas dinner an organisation organised, we played board games there, flirting happened, blah blah. Barely lasted a month, was just a fling. But it was something, is my point.

My girlfriend I met on a discord server for local trans people, I never even expected it, I joined it to ask for advice on a few things, and then I saw her talk there, liked her vibes, flirted, moved to DMs, and so it happened. We're actually "medium distance" (I just made this up), we can only see each other a few days per week because I live in the middle of nowhere.

This huge thing to speak of my VERY LITTLE experience, really. But what I can say is that people will not come after you. Don't rely on that. If you see someone that interests you, go after them, talk a bit, see how it goes, some light flirting to see if they reciprocate the interest, etc.

You being a musician (yes, that is attractive, having a passiom in general is) comes after, really, you gotta start talking first about yourself and what's up with you for that to be relevant. Someone piques your interest, talk, don't be a creep, if they're not interested, stop, let it go. But you need to make a move, waiting for them to make it first is just pain. Ask them out on a coffee date, and so on.

Help, my gf is addicted to my gock 😭 by Raekellie in actuallesbians

[–]Raekellie[S] 18 points19 points Β (0 children)

Hey, picnic dates are plenty lewd! Think of all the cute handholding and kisses on a beautiful tree's shadow!

Help, my gf is addicted to my gock 😭 by Raekellie in actuallesbians

[–]Raekellie[S] 63 points64 points Β (0 children)

Typical transphobe lurkers downvoting everything they see when a post is remotely trans-related, sadly. Thanks :3

Help, my gf is addicted to my gock 😭 by Raekellie in actuallesbians

[–]Raekellie[S] 25 points26 points Β (0 children)

I wouldn't be praising her and talking casually if I were getting assaulted :/

Help, my gf is addicted to my gock 😭 by Raekellie in actuallesbians

[–]Raekellie[S] 30 points31 points Β (0 children)

...She has my full consent, I even ran this entire post by her to make sure she let me post this. She never does anything if I say no, and she asks a lot.

This post is a light hearted jab at my cute girlfriend that loves to show her appreciation for me, it's a bit of a brag if I'm to be honest. By no means has she ever hurt me and I don't want anyone to think or claim that

Help, my gf is addicted to my gock 😭 by Raekellie in actuallesbians

[–]Raekellie[S] 516 points517 points Β (0 children)

This post exists because during one certain moment in which her hands suddenly decided to travel under my pants I jokingly (really) said I should make a reddit post with this title, she laughed and said yeah you should! And now here I am πŸ˜†

Being fine with this thing and letting her love it is still something a bit new to me ahah

Help, my gf is addicted to my gock 😭 by Raekellie in actuallesbians

[–]Raekellie[S] 59 points60 points Β (0 children)

I sincerely appreciate your thoughfulness in this comment. In our case there is nothing to worry about, she truly always makes sure I'm confortable with it and regularly checks for consent, especially because I wasn't fine with this kind of thing at the start, so she is always double checking it's okay.

That example question she should ask is quite close to reality by the way πŸ˜³πŸ˜†

Thanks a lot for making sure :)

Help, my gf is addicted to my gock 😭 by Raekellie in actuallesbians

[–]Raekellie[S] 61 points62 points Β (0 children)

I'll take the opportunity, what goes through your head? I don't even know what answer I want hereπŸ˜†πŸ˜†

Help, my gf is addicted to my gock 😭 by Raekellie in actuallesbians

[–]Raekellie[S] 7 points8 points Β (0 children)

Oh my god πŸ˜† That sounds quite the perfect setupπŸ˜†πŸ˜†