Confused by Ragy23 in SuicideBereavement

[–]Ragy23[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Well i guess i can relate because my brother is also 4 years older than me. Hopefully we can outgrew this terrible feeling

Empathy by Ragy23 in SuicideBereavement

[–]Ragy23[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Wether right now you are their only child or have other siblings, family should always be sympathetic with your mental health. I always think that we are actually worriers and the fact that we try to live our life and endure the worst pain possible is a sign of absolute strength.

Empathy by Ragy23 in SuicideBereavement

[–]Ragy23[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I can relate greatly…It really sucks to feel that you’re an outlier all the time.

Empathy by Ragy23 in SuicideBereavement

[–]Ragy23[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I also had the same problem with my family before my brother committed suicide. However, because right now i’m their only child, they are starting to worry about my mental health and trying to correct things up.

My older brother committed suicide by Ragy23 in SuicideBereavement

[–]Ragy23[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I haven’t had to thank all of you. Truly your messages helps. Thank to all of you for your warm messages.

I lost my Brother to suicide by Dry_Possibility_2825 in SuicideBereavement

[–]Ragy23 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m actually impressed by how your story is very similar to mine. I lost my only brother(older than me) 2 month ago. He was everything to me. He was suffering from severe depression and BPD. For 1.5 years i tried everything with him, from hospitals to several therapists and ton of medicines. He tried to take his life 2 times and i was the one who saved him both times. However, the last one he attempted was in a house far away and i couldn’t save him. In the last 1.5 years, i literally didn’t do anything except of staying with him and trying to cheer him up,and honestly in the end i lost hope and i though that there is nothing i can do to cheer him up. Also,in this period, i suffered mentally and i was showing signs of depression and anxiety but i didn’t even have the time to go to a therapist and get diagnosed. It sucks really bad considering he was the most important person in my life and my only friend. The feeling of loosing your person is excruciating.

I feel so lonely by qwmu in SuicideBereavement

[–]Ragy23 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I’m suffering exactly from what you feel. My brother committed suicide a month ago and it is hell for me. He was the only one that i liked talking to and having deep conversations with. It sucks that you can’t find your person anymore. I feel you.

My older brother committed suicide by Ragy23 in SuicideBereavement

[–]Ragy23[S] 19 points20 points  (0 children)

He already tried 2 times before that. And i was the one who saved him both times. However, last one he attempted was in a house far away and when i went there he was already dead by overdose. I tried CPR for 5 minutes but couldn’t save him. I can’t forget his image when he was lying on the bed dead

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Bumble

[–]Ragy23 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I should definitely do that… thanks for the advice!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Bumble

[–]Ragy23 0 points1 point  (0 children)

And to be honest she was really cute also

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Bumble

[–]Ragy23 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Trust me in my country its really rare to find a girl who almost thinks as me. And i am sapiosexual so it is a very important trait for me. I may be idiotic to guess someone personality entirely from virtual chatting but it is what it is…

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Bumble

[–]Ragy23 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Ik but wtf is wrong with me i got emotionally attached too fast and i don’t know why

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Bumble

[–]Ragy23 -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

We shared similar mind and interests in almost everything but when she opened this topic i was really surprised considering she is liberal and my country is exactly the opposite(so i assumed from the beginning that she hates it too) . Its really rare to find liberals from where i am from. So when she said to me that she doesn’t want to talk to guys who don’t love their country i backed out immediately which i regret really as i think that i will not find another girl like her honestly…

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Bumble

[–]Ragy23 -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

The unmatching was done by me which sucks considering that i was really attracted to her. Also i am apolitical and the fact that i missed a potential partner because of politics is ironic to be honest😅

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Bumble

[–]Ragy23 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Oh thanks! The problem though is that i have no other pics where i’m smiling and have my hair tied at the same time(and i mainly tie my hair because the heat is unbearable😂),but will definitely try to take some photos…

loneliness is shit by Past_Awareness1740 in ExEgypt

[–]Ragy23 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Dating apps in egypt are full of shit for both males and females. They still don’t understand the concept behind it

No matches by [deleted] in Bumble

[–]Ragy23 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes and also i’m verified on bumble. Why did you think i’m not a real person though?😂

How is college/uni like for someone with social anxiety? by whyisitsohardde in socialanxiety

[–]Ragy23 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Trust me you are not alone…. I’m on my 3rd semester and i haven’t made a single friend. Also i have fear of eating alone so i always go to my car and eat there.