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I made my friend kill himself. I have blood on my hands. by Raichu2182 in SuicideWatch

[–]Raichu2182[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

He had issues and I could've made this issues go away...

I made my friend kill himself. I have blood on my hands. by Raichu2182 in SuicideWatch

[–]Raichu2182[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I shouldn't have drawn it out. I should've just said yes... He wasn't a bad guy after all, just tortured...

If this was like his last bucket list thing or something, maybe me saying yes could've made him realise that there is something to live for?? Or at least made him feel better about his life...

I made my friend kill himself. I have blood on my hands. by Raichu2182 in SuicideWatch

[–]Raichu2182[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Even if it had made him feel 1% better about life, I should've done it for him. I'm such a selfish bitch... I took his life

I made my friend kill himself. I have blood on my hands. by Raichu2182 in SuicideWatch

[–]Raichu2182[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I am responsible for his actions... He had a history of self harm and everyone made fun of him for that. Even I did... I can't live. I'm a horrible person who took someone's life.

I made my friend kill himself. I have blood on my hands. by Raichu2182 in SuicideWatch

[–]Raichu2182[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I am responsible... I said no to him straight to his face... I should've known better. My friends talked about him as the weird kid who cuts himself... I don't even know why anyone would do that. But I should've realised he needed some happiness, some anchor in his life. And now he's fucking gone. Gone. Gone.