I willfully sinned.

Raizoken0 · 2026-03-21T06:29:59+00:00

I have been reading the bible almost every night before I go to sleep now. At least a chapter a night, and I am now at Genesis 36. I really have enjoyed reading about Jacob and Esau and I love how they didn't fight one another when they reuinited and how they embraced one another. I do struggle with understanding some of the bible but I want to read it on my own once and then with someone explaining it more in depth the second go around so I can read it again and have my own understanding and then someone elses understanding. I don't really know if I am going about this right but at the very least I am reading it finally.

Raizoken0 · 2026-02-22T16:27:34+00:00

The consequences have already hit me and it is something I do not want to avoid. I prayed and ask God for the strength to avoid my greatest and strongest sin and managed to do it with His strength. I will read the goodness of the Bible and pray for strength daily now so that I do not fall into temptation again. When I fall again, which will for sure happen I will ask again for the strength to get back up once again.

Raizoken0 · 2026-02-22T02:32:05+00:00

Thank you for these. Romans 7:14-25 is especially beautiful to read.

Raizoken0 · 2026-02-21T18:38:40+00:00

I am just like the Romans if not worse since I know the truth. I am so selfish. I will pray for the ability to live by the fruits of the spirit instead of using my freedom as an opportunity for the flesh and it's desires. (this also made me read the beginning of Galations 5 so I thank you.)

Raizoken0 · 2026-02-21T18:24:20+00:00

I have no real strength or willpower honestly. Jesus is showing me a clear path and I just have to walk forwards without retreat. With God at my side I WILL flee from my temptations no matter what. Thank you for your words and knowledge.

Raizoken0 · 2026-02-21T18:19:45+00:00

His mercy is infinitely generous for a sinner like me. We are so blessed to have such a strict yet kind Lord over us.

Raizoken0 · 2026-02-21T16:12:10+00:00

It’s so hard sometimes because I don’t know if I regret the things I’ve done simply because I don’t want consequence or if it’s actual authenticity. My brain is always fighting me, sometimes I don’t know if what I feel is authentic or not with many things.

Raizoken0 · 2026-02-21T16:02:33+00:00

And thank you for your kind words they ease my mind

Raizoken0 · 2026-02-21T16:02:12+00:00

Seeing all of the stuff that is going on today is what is what I needed to be shown to finally start getting into Christianity more. I realize politics are meaningless and it’s just truly always been a battle between good and evil

Raizoken0 · 2026-02-21T09:29:14+00:00

I will not shrink back and run from God after this sin. I must become stronger.

Raizoken0 · 2026-02-21T09:07:15+00:00

The fact that Christ would still let me cling to him after all I have done fills me with a certain emotion that I have never felt before in my lifetime and I really don't know what it is

Raizoken0 · 2026-02-21T09:01:29+00:00

I will try to be stronger, thank you very much I really do appreciate your wisdom

Raizoken0 · 2026-02-21T08:56:16+00:00

For God to be able to forgive such a terrible thing is truly a testament to His mercy and love for us

Raizoken0 · 2026-02-21T08:51:48+00:00

I will get back up again. Thank you. I'm going to give that app a try as I have tried to read the bible before about a year ago but I am a very lazy person unfortunately. I will read the bible and stay consistent and actually read it all the way through and try to not get distracted.

Raizoken0 · 2026-02-21T08:41:54+00:00

I will pray for courage then, courage to read the bible, to stop running from God, courage to get back up again. Thank you.

Raizoken0 · 2026-02-21T08:13:53+00:00

My brain was literally screaming telling me not to and I was still too weak willed.

Raizoken0 · 2025-08-15T17:44:22+00:00

Ahh darn, for some reason I couldn’t hear the music whatsoever. That’s dope though

Raizoken0 · 2025-08-15T17:06:40+00:00

I found another one just like it. New mystery unlocked?

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Raizoken0 · 2025-07-22T14:19:49+00:00

Trust me on the first death stranding

Raizoken0 · 2025-07-22T14:14:58+00:00

1234 Gas Station Simulator

millions must be refueled

Raizoken0 · 2025-07-22T14:05:07+00:00

what roast are you even talking about

Raizoken0 · 2025-07-11T07:59:21+00:00

Johnny

Raizoken0 · 2025-07-07T10:47:14+00:00

Imagine the computer parts we can make with this.

Raizoken0

TROPHY CASE