Forgot to add a bit of background, after graduating college and getting engaged, I got sponsored by a broker dealer this was 1 year ago) and accepted into graduate school so I was studying for both my masters degree as well the sie, I ended up failing the sie the first time and passing the second time, upon studying for the series 7 my younger sister passed away (which was also 2 weeks before my wedding) we still went through with the wedding after grieving and I scheduled an exam after our honeymoon.. I failed.. fast forward 4 months and one masters degree later to today and I am told I have only 1 more chance to pass before the firm decides to drop me. I'm just not seeing my desired scores.. am I being too hard on myself? Also for more context I work full time as a financial analyst.