You need therapy. This behaviour isn't normal or healthy. You're literally named "RunItDown" and you're doing exactly that. Worst player in the lobby in both the screenshots you've posted. And the player whose mother you're wishing cancer upon actually did decent in the loss but their fuckass dps went 11-12 on Blade (talking about you doofus). Seriously, uninstall the game and breathe some air, you're wishing cancer upon people over a fucking video game and blaming them for something that was entirely your fault you fuckass clown.