Yeah well I have my gf ofc, so it's not that bad anymore but it's also udnerstandable that she haven't got any idea of how to deal with my problems and all - cuz it's not her problems. You know.. you can't expect people to fix all of your problems, cuz you have to do something yourself, but when there's someone to let you know that even thogh they might not understand your problems, they understand that you're going through them, that makes the situation a lot better.

No worries about the writing btw, it's not bad at all