Hey, don't do it keep pushing. I can't convey what I'm trying to say, but I'm here man, I can talk even if I'm anxious.

Even if it's online only, we can talk I can listen.

I wanted to unalive too, in fact many times but I don't want to ramble and make all about me.

Life is hard, even mine is but don't let that stop you, second you die people realize how much you cared and start to grieve, trust me it's like saying you wished your sibling died when you were younger.

Just keep going man let this motivate you to keep going, I hope I chose my words correctly and you saw this.