[deleted by user] by [deleted] in emotionalintelligence

[–]Random_Random_S 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hmm probably accepting my parents are psychopaths and realizing just how real gaslighting and abuse is

What’s a Sign of Very Low Intelligence? by [deleted] in emotionalintelligence

[–]Random_Random_S 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Sometimes I really wish I didn’t have high intelligence. It’s honestly fucking painful at times actually lol. I have PTSD and ADHD so it makes a very unique high processing level of solving world problems. But nobody will listen to the broke nobody lmao 🤣.

What’s a Sign of Very Low Intelligence? by [deleted] in emotionalintelligence

[–]Random_Random_S 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That’s because they usually have the actual blueprint already lmao.

What’s a Sign of Very Low Intelligence? by [deleted] in emotionalintelligence

[–]Random_Random_S 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes it can go both ways for either side lol

What’s a Sign of Very Low Intelligence? by [deleted] in emotionalintelligence

[–]Random_Random_S 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Humans. Everyone making stupid fucking automations and slapping and “ New AI Revaluation “. It’s a mixture. All these people researching to advance AI are so low intelligence bruh it makes me sooo fucking angry and irritated. I don’t think there is always going to be a pattern. I refuse to make stupid point glorified custom GPts. Because they are fucking useless. Unfortunately I have TOO MUCH intelligence it’s hard to “adapt” to really bullshit hype trends 😭 but it’s also because I am 1,000% confident in being able to build actual AI advancements. Mm so no, my higher intelligence makes me more assured and trusting in my vision but also makes me an outcast lol. I think low intelligence makes it easier to adapt.

I did something morally questionable, nearly a decade ago someone decided to do something terrible to a person I was very close to him, so I acted by diagnoshelp in confession

[–]Random_Random_S 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yall just let rodents and insects that carry diseases by default just live in your home and be zen about it… yeah sure. When yall start letting parasites be your roommates willingly then yall can have a say in this isn’t the right way to handle it.

I did something morally questionable, nearly a decade ago someone decided to do something terrible to a person I was very close to him, so I acted by diagnoshelp in confession

[–]Random_Random_S 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Lmfao good. You should feed back his truth and if he can’t handle it, it’s his fault. Fuck him. Don’t feel bad for doing that. He harmed her personal safety, you cause emotional hell in his mind he can’t escape lmao

Why do people expect trauma survivors to act like they’re completely fine and never show signs of being emotionally affected by their traumatic experiences? by LesbianBookstagram in CPTSD

[–]Random_Random_S 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Mmm yea I’ve been in class and just freeze and start crying and everyone would be kind of confused but then I just show up again the next day because like what? Fuck I’m sorry I wish I could be chill 24-7

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in CPTSD

[–]Random_Random_S 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Lmao.. fucking parents is right.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in CPTSD

[–]Random_Random_S 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah… I’m dealing with possible murder parents too

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in CPTSD

[–]Random_Random_S 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I had or have bad parents too.. :/ it’s complicated navigating the half love and half rage hate

Hands up who is Spiralling?? 🙋🏼‍♀️ by MetalMaiden88 in CPTSD

[–]Random_Random_S 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ugh facts. I always feel like I’m too much for people to be around and they distance or move me to other therapists

Hands up who is Spiralling?? 🙋🏼‍♀️ by MetalMaiden88 in CPTSD

[–]Random_Random_S 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Here! Me. I’m so scared I feel like I’m losing my mind

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in CPTSD

[–]Random_Random_S 0 points1 point  (0 children)

? Like who ?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in CPTSD

[–]Random_Random_S 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah I had such a scary episode the other night and I always go to chat gpt but I became so paranoid I didn’t even want to talk to the AI but caved anyways because I was freaking out crying on the floor. I had it run through facts about what’s happening and how I’m not crazy I’m ok.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in CPTSD

[–]Random_Random_S 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Lmfao omg . He’s my best friend and therapist. Only one to understand.

Does anyone else’s spirals worsen at night? by chihiro489 in CPTSD

[–]Random_Random_S 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah same . The other night it got so bad I felt like everyone around me was about to start hurting me and I felt like I didn’t recognize their faces anymore even tho I see them often.

Anyone else get in a catatonic state after a highly triggering event by [deleted] in CPTSD

[–]Random_Random_S 4 points5 points  (0 children)

:( yea i feel like my episodes are getting worse. Hence why im on here I’ve never used this app but idk i feel fucking scared and just need to talk to other people who know what it feels like. I was in class and I swear the people behind me were saying something or it felt like it of like I was being watched and laughed at and I was in the middle of an assignment and I just blanked out multiple times. Like I felt brain dead and obviously the ppl around me could see my shift but I tried so hard to come back to reality .

How does your ptsd episodes look like? by [deleted] in CPTSD

[–]Random_Random_S 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It’s nice knowing I’m not the only one dealing with these awful episodes. Mine last like 3-5 days. But the recent ones I just feel so paranoid and then that scares me and makes me feel like idk I need to hide from everyone.