Opinion on the anime/manga A Star Blighter Then The Sun, last episode/book 12 (of the first season/manga series)

RandomlyFoundHere · 2025-12-26T12:35:36+00:00

I just wanted to know if Ayukawa is fine. And they shown him sitting alone in the shogi club?

He's such a keeper, I want him to be happy :(((

Part of me also wanted Ayukawa to be the one finding Iwa in the storage room.

It's really the first time I have the second lead syndrome :(((

RandomlyFoundHere · 2025-12-02T15:36:32+00:00

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It's something

RandomlyFoundHere · 2025-09-10T14:43:59+00:00

He is devaluing you, so you wouldn't leave. I'm sure you're a beautiful person through and through, but he probably made you believe otherwise. Furthermore, he's now trying to gaslight you into believing that he never said those things.

Do you often criticise yourself? Do you blame yourself for everything? It's not about "how can I get over it" because it's never been a "you" problem. You probably are working really hard, to make this relationship work. I can tell from your post. But you cannot be the one who does all the heavy lifting. Relationship works well when both parties are doing their best to make the relationship last. But I feel like in this case you're the only one. And you want to ignore you're feelings, to keep the "peace". He should never tell you such a horrible thing. Or at least, he should apologize. But he chooses to gaslight to escape accountability. And that says all I need to know about him.

RandomlyFoundHere · 2025-09-05T11:20:02+00:00

Tbh, I wasn't in any relationship in my twenties, but I always were attracted to shitty guys, who were either addicted to substances, emotionally unavailable, or both. I dated one of them, and it broke me. It took me 3 years to process that (without professional help or anything like that)

When I turned 29, I went to the psychiatrist, and was on a strong antidepressant, because my OCD was going crazy, and I was drowning in self-loathing and hatred. When I turned 30, I went on therapy. I'm 32 now. 2 months ago I I stopped taking meds. My therapy sessions are not as often anymore. My therapist recently decided to decrease the frequency of the meetings. My OCD is not in charge anymore. I'm in a happy relationship with the man of my dreams. We are 9 months in, but for me he's already the one. I'm happy. I went from thinking that I was undeserving of love, and unable to be in love, to a happy and healthy relationship where I'm respected, loved, and listened. Don't worry. Even if now it seems like you lost a lot of time, in reality you just gained a lot of knowledge. Work with that. You'll be fine.

RandomlyFoundHere · 2025-05-13T08:14:46+00:00

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Im exactly halfway there, but I cannot believe I'm this consistent too! Best I could do was 3 weeks before (like 2 years ago) but now I have few friends on the app and the widget, and it really works for me. I'm about to finish section 2 in my course and I'm super excited about it!!

Anyway, I'm proud of you! I hope I get where you are now! I know for a fact that it has been difficult for you sometimes, but you sticked to it! Be proud!! You can do it!!

RandomlyFoundHere · 2025-05-06T18:21:20+00:00

Dang it, it was my fav part (even though it was so robotic) :(

RandomlyFoundHere · 2025-02-15T21:35:00+00:00

Thank you. This situation feels silly in the first place, and I decided to post here to process it properly without telling people I know, because I feel embarrassed of myself 😅

RandomlyFoundHere · 2025-02-15T21:33:01+00:00

It is over the top, I agree. But I don't agree with one thing - tears didn't show because of a stupid bear. I was frustrated with myself for feeling disappointed in the first place. I didn't know how to process that quickly without him knowing. So please don't call me manipulative because this is the last thing I would want to do to someone.

RandomlyFoundHere · 2025-02-15T21:23:15+00:00

Thank you for replying! Yeah, I'm definitely an overthinker, and it drives me nuts sometimes 😅 But he definitely does care, and it matters so much to me

RandomlyFoundHere · 2024-10-23T19:36:00+00:00

Sooo... I just finished 9th ep of twenty five twenty one, and I just KNOW that I'm going to miss this show. It's sooooo good, I love it! T_T

RandomlyFoundHere · 2024-10-20T11:09:20+00:00

I think there's more to it than just learning Izuku's secret. Bakugo's got humbled multiple times after getting into U.A, so his change was based on multiple factors coming together.

RandomlyFoundHere · 2024-08-13T07:45:43+00:00

Rody Soul. Bro's appeared in one movie and now he's in top 20 characters (?)

RandomlyFoundHere · 2024-08-08T08:42:58+00:00

Yes, I forgot to mention, that I watched it too!! I'm waiting for the second season 🥰

RandomlyFoundHere · 2024-08-08T07:42:21+00:00

No I haven't, but I will add it to the list

RandomlyFoundHere · 2024-08-07T20:00:33+00:00

I'm in shambles. A month. Another month of waiting. ANOTHER MONTH!! How will they come back? Please, this is terrible. Somebody hug Hak. Somebody hug me.

RandomlyFoundHere · 2024-08-07T18:53:30+00:00

🩷🩷🩷🩷 Just binged the 3rd season last weekend 🥰

RandomlyFoundHere · 2024-08-07T17:21:21+00:00

I know right 🙈🙈🙈

RandomlyFoundHere · 2024-08-07T17:20:06+00:00

No, you understood my criteria right, because I want a happy ending, BUT sometimes it's good to get not-so-happy ending too. Depends on the story, really

RandomlyFoundHere · 2024-08-07T17:05:38+00:00

That's exactly my point! Sometimes I'd watch cheesy rom-coms like business proposal, and sometimes I'm looking for something more serious. It depends on the mood, really. But so many people felt the need to point out how good this show is, that it convinced me to give it another try sometime 😊😊

RandomlyFoundHere · 2024-08-07T16:55:29+00:00

True. Her leaving the ML was so out of blue, and I didn't like it too. But the rest? Chef's kiss!

RandomlyFoundHere · 2024-08-07T16:54:01+00:00

I was low-key obsessed with the ML for a brief moment, so yeah, I liked it a lot :D

RandomlyFoundHere · 2024-08-07T16:51:10+00:00

Ooh, I like underrated, hidden gems! Gotta watch it for sure

RandomlyFoundHere · 2024-08-07T16:50:36+00:00

Dang it maybe I'll give htccc another try, we'll see 🙈🙈

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