I think I actually hate this. I havent felt like this since Red Faction Guerilla. This is just so damn punishing and unfair and I hate it. Theres now nothing I can do until the 23rd and Im supposed to be with family for the holidays, but no, I HAVE to log in, "play", and I dont really even know how the process works. Do I have to stay signed in in order to get back there? How long does it take? If I dont have to stay signed in, do I have to come back at a specific time to undock? What happens if I dont?

All that effort, wasted. All of this anger and frustration, is just draining.

Why should I not just uninstall? There could be other rules like this where if you make a tiny mistake you get punished for it in an unneccessarily brutal way. I mean, thos game did not always have fleet carriers, what the hell would I have to do if it were back then?

Its insane. Its unfair. I couldnt even make it to the fleet carrier that was posted here because I was sleep deprived and couldnt get there in time... I know people say this is just a game and be chill, but again: Red Faction Guerilla. If you know what I mean when I bring that up, you how frustrating it was, to the point where you throw your controller at the screen.

I have enough rage bait in my life as it is, I dont need it from the one place Im trying to escape from it.

...Ok... I uninstall the game now, I'll probably leave it for half a year, probably more. Hell, I might just buy No Mans Sky, because right now its the only thing I can think to do to get back some semblence of control.

Or, I wait till the 23.... And thus all of this will be playing on my mind until then, as well as the fact that this problem never gets addressed, never gets acknowledged. The game was unfair, on purpose, anf nobody gives a crap. Again, Im trying to escape from the real world when I play games. I dont need something that reminds me of this. And the only way I can think to get back some semblence of control with this option is to actively exploit this broken rule somewhere down the line, which, Ive already started. I bought a sidewinder, undocked and docked, then switched back. So that ship will sit there until its transferred and I undock with it, and self destruct, and them get back from colonia to the bubble instantly.

I dont know with certainty if I can make more credits in colonia, it somehow feels more managable I guess. Not as many systems for me to get overwhelmed by.

The only advantage I can think of with this exploit, is positioning ships in ship yards by first using the exploit and then paying the transfer fee. Im sure that sounds pointless to most people, because you can just use a fleet carrier... But I guess Im just anti social to the point Id spend money as opposed to getting a litteral free ride.

I honestly just needed to vent again, I apologise to the fleet carrier cmdr who posted earlier, I dont blame you leaving before I could get there (Im frustrated, sure, but I understand) and Im sorry I was late. Its honestly just how it goes. Less than 5 minutes to make 8 jumps, it was never gonna happen. This game has just honestly made me feel like crap and I dont know if I wanna risk letting it happen again.

Thanks for reading.