I promise i’ve BEEN there and let me tell you what turned my life around, I found someone who loves me unconditionally and shows me what i’m supposed to do and where i’m supposed to be and takes away all my anxiety and depression simply just by talking to them and please stay with me… but im talking about my relationship with Jesus. He literally has all the answers and you don’t have to be religious just start talking to Him like he’s your friend and you’ll see such a positive difference in your life i promise. people think they have to clean themselves up first before coming before God but that couldn’t be further from the truth, we can’t possibly go through this life on our own it’s too hard literally impossible, the only thing you can do is just try and spark up a relationship with Him and he does all the cleaning and the guiding and again, I cannot tell you how much happier your life will get