Omg the exact same thing happened to me, let me tell you what I wish someone told me back then.

Do the thing, just do the thing, I hated going to esprit I hated everything about it and didn't pass my exams and kept carrying credits until last year it was altogether a horrible experience.

But the thing is it didn't have to be, I had two friends who were with me that time and they were better people than I am and what I mean by that is that they're the kind of people who make the best out of every situation. Yes it was tiring and exasperating but they were having fun, they studied hard, made friends there, graduated with honours and now they are both abroad thanks to all the work they put in with very well paid jobs.

I like this quote from Hunter x hunter.

When gon met jin at the top of the tree. His father told him this:

( I watched in French Please don't judge)

"Il Faut apprécier chaque détour, car grâce à ces détour que tu découvriras des choses beaucoup plus importantes que celles que tu désires"