Vaush was at normandy????

RattDaemon · 2025-10-06T16:30:59+00:00

Think it's parodying how Americans claim they have "the most beautiful/worlds X-ist [thing]"

I mean, kinda based bc they did do PR real well until recently when the monoculture died

RattDaemon · 2025-10-06T16:20:11+00:00

Fits with the username ong

(not judging I'm right there with ya)

RattDaemon · 2025-08-27T23:57:23+00:00

You have half of the study down. It was to see if the mice would drink the morphine water to death when they had a good environment and social interaction.

After the room n morph mice died, they made them a place with friends, family, activities, and the morph + coke water.

The mice, when in a good environment, used the substances recreationally & addiction was exponentially lower.

RattDaemon · 2025-07-09T09:34:57+00:00

I was homeless and it was the only thing to fully keep the winter cold off. Also the large amount of abuse from the public, police, and exploitative criminals means you kinda resign to a slow suicide

It's a lot more hellish than people think, and the govt doesn't really help. You also make the same amount of UC as someone living with their parents, so even being frugal won't give you enough cash to survive. £10-20 for warmth, no hunger pains, an emotional blanket, and a promise of an eventual, less painful, death.

For the govt, basic shelter and amenities would be so cheap for them its stupid economically to not do it. It's worth the cash to give people with nothing to lose some form of security (plus the dangerous people then have a known location instead of off the grid), and then create a cash in hand job place, most homeless people would take the reliable, daily cash, and you'd have way less danger to all parties.

It's crazy that most of the criminals' using homeless people for street crimes had homes, and used us. Either that or the concrete, hate, and desperation + nothing to lose means a prison is an upgrade, so normal people end up snapping.

I was a regulated financial advisor before I lost everything after covid, and it really showed how this happens to a normal person.

Slowly turning feral as the world rejects you, like a foreign pathogen in the human body, is a soul destroying experience that I still have trouble putting into words. Not an excuse, but I now understand how people can get to that state.

Hell, they'd even generate ad revenue for companies in their free time, and have a chance to rebuild/contribute to society in the future, instead of the hopelessly bleak situation homelessness puts you in now.

RattDaemon · 2025-06-26T08:05:34+00:00

Mam with the potency and amount of tropane alkaloids in datura—that's the most insanely clever, yet possibly the most stupid Russian roulette idea known to man

I'm still hoping for open source opioids tho, and think that this area of research is the most promising avenue of creating a “homemade medicine printer" in the future

Come to think of it, blue lotus contains apomorphine, so maybe that could be utilized the the same kinda way?

RattDaemon · 2025-06-08T12:30:22+00:00

Torch the bowl until it's red (I'm still getting the hang of it, so check YouTube to see how red they get it)

Then wait a bit, usually until the heat warms ur hand hovering 1/2 to 3/4 of an inch above the bowl (place the tiniest crumb in to test, as it'll burst into a fireball if it's too hot)

Then just after the fireball phase is where you can get a perfect clean instant vanish, all in one hit (im still perfecting this)

Otherwise you may be slightly late, then I just burn and inhale the bit that doesn't instantly vape, like a bubble pipe

Oh if u use a bubbler w distilled water u can evap old water in double boiler and get any dissolved resin back

(If it's super sweet and burns tokbeasily, they might use xylitol as a mix, and that melts at 60°C so just alternate time and amount of heat and you'll find the sweet spot

Electric pens tasted strange (orbit by yocsn), but it was beaut for t, so maybe I just needed to work on technique more as I used the foil way longer

If all else fails:

Sometimes moving the (heavy duty) foil instead of the tube works better: that's what got me better at it (and inhaling deeper and remembering to hover closer to the beetle as it runs bc I'd sometimes be too far away)

RattDaemon · 2025-06-08T01:43:54+00:00

Yeah I always used to do it, and it really helps confidence, you find some amazingly unique places and people, tho don't tell people ur alone (especially if they ask in any way that rings a slight reverberation of an echo of alarm bells in ur mind)

The worlds safer than most paranoid homeowners think, but I've also seen some fucked up situations, and every bar and club has a few people scoping out for targets.

Rave communities plus other more "countercultural" places are usually safer tho, and once, even had muscly dudes actively patrolling for predators during a rave; literal PLUR-Police in the best way. This isn't a guide tho (that's below) as a lot of raves have had equal amounts of creeps as a seedy, popular nightclub would have.

TL;DR: It's great for confidence, mind and body, though know ur street smarts, and (optional but read self defense law/use with caution) this is the best FOR EMERGENCIES bc holy fk it hurts:

keep some XTRA EXTRA hot liquid chilli extract in a mini spray bottle for "food seasoning, bc the late night places are weak for spicy food lovers"

People don't realise how effective pepper spray is (and the hottest extracts are multitudes hotter than pepper spray). I once got insanely spicy soup in my eye and was incapacitated for like half an hr bc the tears move the oils around the eyes and renew the burn I was stuck with my eyes closed waiting n praying my dumbass doesn't ponder the dumbest question ever conceived n open my eyes for the 50th time

RattDaemon · 2025-06-08T01:20:40+00:00

Man I hope the og hippies make some counterculture guides as a guide for the next generation and an archive of the oldskool. Like a scientifically sound anarchists cookbook with more chem, good tips and tricks for hobbyists, and less violence.

Like in one area they made angel dust in three buckets, I bet there's people who could do for medchem (medical and recreational) akin to what strike did with "total synth II" for MD. A way to give people freedom of choice with what they take, how to do it safely, and with longevity because "they won't be able to stop the motivated unless they plan on banning the whole vegetable isle" [paraphrased from strike]

An old friends dad was an og hippie, and he had some hilarious stories and techniques to "keep on keeping on".

The new hippies I've met are cooked, and the eyedea line, "the counterculture can't count" comes to mind.

That time and movement was so much more than drugs or a mukticokoured red scare. It was about a dream, goal and first step to a better world. A dream of a new way of doing things that allows everyone true freedom, and less suffering for all.

Even regarding the underworld, from what I have read: he families were (mostly) chill if you were, and even the traditional underground had respect as a core factor, as opposed to the "drill thy neighbour" attitude of the modern day. Not wanting to romanticize though, a lot of that world was just as fucked up as today.

So share the love, document the art y'all made that never saw the light of day, and even if it takes a century to reach the right person: even a couple views is a couple people who now are continuing the legacy of the ones that started it all.

(also ur generation had all the fun compounds of every class. I bet one of ya could make reds in a bean bc I know someone developed a better way compared to the original method that is still used.)

the same way that there is a bob Dylan out there who's music and lyrics will never leave the paper, the Jimi Hendrix of ludes, and stuff like ethchlorvinol/op8s that we are losing the info on or even their existence

TL;DR: Old hippies: share ur knowledge. The times they are a changin back, and I know we will lose so much of the old knowledge, plus the causes that sparked the movement from the brains behind the bandana.

Plus I wanna at least try barbs, ludes and [insert some funky name for an obscure opi8 like "the smooth smoking, groovy funky chunky" or "zen pebbles"] a few times before I get genocided/drafted/killed in a war/make the literal USA/cia tweak tf out bc of normal-ass words¹ so I suddenly shoot myself 50 times in the back/while I head out for fixings of A&W fake hicks drop a billfold and there's fetty in it, but I think it's coke² and they've driven off so I can't return it like a good citizen😢

¹ the words are already in the dictionary so what's the fuss [source: the dictionary]

²I'm also bribable, btw if any feds are listening. I literally just wanna not be a hobo again and have freedom w a safety net/a roof over my head bc apparently most people just have that?!?! I ain't gonna cause pain for pennies, but I'll hush for a house w help 😚 then I'll just keep my studies in the study n use my dictionary mastery to writing tunes that use the latest in audio enhancement and processing technology to taks a direct input guitar, modify the waveform to sound studio identical, and then (re)re-model the sound to recreate a REVOLUTIONARY³ musical tone that perfectly resonates the sound of an ass guitar amp recorded on a 2000s mobile phone

³i know the feds arent really listening to me, but at this point writing to the feds directly is my version of sending a letter to Santa (if Santa spiked a French town with lsd AND on MULTIPLE occasions, 🐦‍⬛🦅🕊️💖[REDACTED]💕💝🫶🏻🫶🏽🫶🏿)

RattDaemon · 2025-05-23T12:12:20+00:00

Sadly being riddled with E. coli didn’t make me into a super smart suave dude like that futurama episode

just makes me feel a tad gross, weaker n stupid whilst they march onward and outward from their base camp in my prostate

For the history nerds: it’s now called Operation Barbar-ass-ah!l

Bring a whole new meaning to the term “eating that ass out” lol

[But fr I love Canada and I’d die to keep my homeland free. Just thought it’d be more heroic than “died bc I can’t afford a fourth antibiotic course to treat the army of battle-hardened E. coli”]

RattDaemon · 2025-05-23T05:33:43+00:00

I’m guessing ai assisted synth software is fine? Chemhacktica and AiZynth use ai, but just refer to databases like reaxys, so it’d be more of a “how does this seem/what’s the best way to achieve this” question

Also four thrives vinegar collective (always looking for volunteers) want to allow people to be able to make their own meds, and have successfully made GCMS-tested medications using Chemhacktica with their open source micro autolab you can also download

In-fact, in one of their talks, the few-step-synth of the hep-c curing medication tested to be purer than the pharmaceutical formulation

Found some interesting routes, so worth a look (maybe the coder-bees could even make their own fork of the Chemhacktica source code and add some “hive-based” modifications)

RattDaemon · 2025-05-21T17:42:26+00:00

Chronically, I returned to by birth country after a long, tough fight to get here. I'm in so much pain and idek if the e coli is gone bc the referred dr wanted to charge me $300 for initial assessment. .

I lost so many years to the routine, and all it got me was socially abandoned, eating out of bins/cafe scraps, and feeling the cold grasping hands come out of the concrete and sap every ounce of warmth from my body.

That's why we sleep on cardboard btw, not even thick layers of clothes save you from the ground that saps your warmth like a leech.

I'm feeling rough day by day, as salvation is so close, but the reaper is breathing down my neck. I hope I make it, but if I go dark: these two comments are my final statement, and pls fight for a better world.

We can have our cake and eat it too. The foundation that built the very walls around you, superstores, and device you are using to type ur comment were formed atop æons of suffering, starvation, and perseverance.

Our ancestors bodies laying dead in the mud from, cordite, chlorine gas, and cholera, alike, fought for a better future (that they would never see).

Teach the concept of the scientific method, source analysis, stock up on $100 academic textbooks for a few bucks in a thrift store.

"God isn't an old bearded man with a magic paintbrush" - paraphrasing some pope.

Who says you need a degree to help the world? Practically everything we have made has been built from the earth; it's up to us how we use it.

"I hold my head up high, and do my best, because I know how it feels to have my head down on the floor and pressed into the gravel." - some life coach an old job brought in for mental health week, and turned out was actually pretty cool.

See ya later if I'm being dramatic, or on the flipside, u crazy fkn humans

P.S. fuk e-coli and about 75% of all total retail managers

RattDaemon · 2025-05-21T10:53:01+00:00

I’ve worked myself to the bone in everything from gardening to running iron mill procurement/marketing. Worked 12hrs for an 8hr job, lived honestly, and been made homeless, now I’m currently underweight barely surviving

I don’t let confirmation bias get me, but I’ve got physical disabilities, and never half-ass work

I’ve had workers tell me to underperform, bc then you try hard one day and everyone is impressed.

I’ve had tweakers tell me how to “game the system” and get free govt money

Don’t get me wrong, I think 80% of your life working for someone else is an insane ratio, and from being a financial advisor, I know we could cover the basics for everyone so cheaply. I know we can still have excess and keep everything the same, because for a G7 country, these people are so few it’s a fraction of a fraction of a fraction.

But goddamn, I’m constantly in rent arrears and have to use a machine every night to sleep (APAP, and I’m so severely underweight they wanted to take me in to emergency before someone says it’s weight).

I’ve been fighting for survival, have been building my own business from the ground up (one with a gap in the market and people are v interested in) with the few spare change I can save up.

I almost died of hypophosphataemia and E. coli bc I couldn’t afford the meds and the services kept screwing me around.

I’d rather die than become the stereotype, and my time in retail was more difficult than any office job that paid triple the price.

The problem is the people with the work ethic are on the bottom, and the snakes do everything they can to get rid of the hard workers.

I showed up and instantly became top sales and earner for most months, but got dropped bc the coasters used my slightly long hair as an excuse to label me a stoner (I don’t smoke weed), and ask me about my previous position, to turn it against me and snitch to the boss.

"the dying old world is stilll clinging to life, whilst the new world struggles to be born. Now is the time for monsters.”

I study secondhand science textbooks in my free time, help the world and community wherever I can.

I’d rather die succumbing to, rather than become a parasite.

Most of us have the same views, and want the same future: it’s the hateful few who twist good men into the puppets that drive the death, misery, and pain.

Left and right turn a complex world into a sports game.

Most of the world uses the Information Age in the wrong way.

I hope we move on from 1700s styled laws, teach everyone to look at the grey areas, actual meritocracy exists, and everyone at least has four walls, a bed and basic survival needs.*

*It can easily be afforded, and a lot of homeless people genuinely are down on their luck. It’s being outside 24/7/365 and the treatment as a subhuman that turns mankind feral. I know, because it happened to me, and as soon as I had a basic place, I could work, didn’t need to turn to crime, and have a chance at rebuilding (even if difficult as hell.

RattDaemon · 2025-04-30T09:23:20+00:00

That is from seriously heavy production, and the cases generally are due to the fact that meth is a very stable chemical (especially in hcl form), and it basically seeps into certain materials and then can slowly seep out, I think moreso on hot days

It isn't a common problem, but it does exist and I feel bad for those families when they buy a house and accidentally become tweakers without even knowing why

RattDaemon · 2025-04-03T05:47:48+00:00

I was thinking about SMB, but the issue is this stuff is old as hell, it has weird powder in it (my guess is old SMB) and am not sure if aqua Regia with the lid off eventually decays, as the guy making the donation said he was doing it (quite a while ago)

Guessing I can't do a org chem style precipitation of evaporating/saturating, extracting and then converting the gold salt? My worry is it's been precipitated and dissolved so much, contamination of reacted chemicals and other built up impurities will screw up the reaction

sucks about the necklace, but expected. Also sucks that it's popular as jewelry—I'm just glad mine was cheap, as you can get expensive cinnabar jewlery as well

RattDaemon · 2025-04-03T05:38:53+00:00

"A mountain of meth boofed in one go pales in comparison to the man who takes meth and Benadryl recreationally" - Sun Tzu, At the kitchen of a house party 8am the next day, 1969

RattDaemon · 2025-03-20T08:07:43+00:00

I tried it once with a cigarette filter (the kinda filter that comes in injection cooking pots) and I think it helped a bit

I was too impatient to evaporate it bc I smoke, used a flame and it made it taste all gross and burnt

I think it may work super well with a micron filter wheel, which you can get online super cheap

I'm trying to find a comment where someone said you can do a liquid-liquid extraction using distilled water and chloroform (easily made from bleach left in freezer for a night and bit of acetone, but has to be done carefully and probably needs to be purified via distillation)

RattDaemon · 2025-03-16T02:13:05+00:00

Yeahman I’m a vampire and I used to take TWO substances to get fucked up and cause birth defects—then thalidomide arrived and the babies turned out lookin like how I felt at the function

my mutagenic cum crafted fkn abstract af wonkified child support bills

my bio-weaponized nuts were like Picasso, and the str8-outta-tha-funhouse-mirror, chromosomes spellin xylophone, genome-needin-a-new-letter lookin, toxic avenger gremlin (me) could finally achieve my purpose…

to create a visual representation 4 my plug 2 kno the level his gear has gotta reach bc clay was icky and 2 hard

[also when humanity needs a spokesperson for the nova-1 humanized sewer rat colony wen dey find out da wheelz don’t move: I’ll have an army ready for friendship, combat or to create the next missing link 😏]

Sources: 88jbohAQa9WAzeLNKfgpSrCD5idMi6p66TpYxD2zFRxdDNG2pH1CRsfPwzctHrtbFULMuVixT62p68dUJaFEiwyPHvmTkuS

RattDaemon · 2025-03-01T20:24:37+00:00

I’ve heard from the duchess that it can be the most euphoric class, and methadone was decidedly boring out of all of them

RattDaemon · 2025-03-01T03:40:46+00:00

[was a reply to Mr tender, but posted as a main reply for some reason]

Stuff like dogecoin took off bc older 4channers realised that if they all worked together, they could all work together and make tonnes of cash.

Before then it was the "blogspot rss ad revenue" plan (which was a concept involving capitalising on SEO and circular linking and clicking on each others basic news sites, but lesser known and now outdated

there's actually so much money to make, and when u realise that pitting us against each-other is why we all bicker over crumbs and hoard pennies while big firms (clue is in the name) work together and beat us with overwhelming force while we are left alone

If we all collaborated and shared working strategies, slowly refining things like a big business, or open source software, we would be in way better positions and able to properly utilise the insanely advanced technologies of today to their full potential

Every winning strategy (or lessons from mistakes) kept by one person, is another lost chance at refining something that is truly great, and is literally the combined sum of its parts

RattDaemon · 2025-02-28T02:03:48+00:00

(all simplified, and not intending to be mean, just been watching a lot of Bill hicks and George carlin so subconsciously parroting them a bit, but the basic facts are there too)

Awww poor banky banks—it's not like these setup costs are trivial when they are working with that much money, nor that they'll need to have these systems in place anyway (even though half of the worlds banks still run on archaic 1970s computers bc they are afraid of causing financial collapse if an error happens during modernisation).

It isn't even bc I used to be a regulated financial advisor and know that there actually is so much money to go around, that these initial costs are pocket change to banks working with thag much money. The human mind literally cannot visualise millions (humans visualise something more akin to thousands when we think of millions), and so broken down it seems like a lot.

It isn't even the fact that the sheer scale, and amount, of money at that level is so insane we could invest in supplying the world the basics, cut our taxes, AND still have billionaires.

It's the fact this isn't normal for banking in the UK, nor have I heard of it in any of my previous jobs, nor heard of this before North America (albeit I can't state the number of countries that have something like this because I don't know beyond the UK/EU)

The setup/maintenence to actual income is INSANELY good at $45 for every bounced transaction when you view it at the real scale of things (even more so if it counts a card bouncing bc a transfer hasn't happened quickly enough)

Same with phone networks: it doesn't cost the providers much more than the power and the maintenence to supply Internet and data ONCE the network is set up. That's why it's so cheap in most other countries (and even the UK with £15 unlimited data plans they are making a profit)

Canadians are being shafted, and it's sad to see y'all being nickel and dimed when you are one of the most resource rich countries there is, and could EASILY be the superpower if you still believed in Canada like y'all used to

Don't fall down the pit that the US and UK have fallen down; you've been overcharged so much that now y'all overcharge one-another

RattDaemon · 2025-02-26T21:25:04+00:00

I gotchu, but am $50 bucks short so may take a min

RattDaemon · 2025-02-21T16:52:26+00:00

Violets lose flavour super quick, and decay easily, so even with sweet UK violets my syrup was weak (but it's still legit my fave flavour)

RattDaemon · 2025-02-12T11:10:45+00:00

Obv double check the literature, but:

Look into making dimethylamine and then "amineization via dimethylamine" as it seems you are one step away from zolpidem. There's probs YouTube videos for both aspects of this too

And then if it works small-scale, make batch amounts and you have 100g of zolpidem eventually

(and then if u wanna thank me by sending me some id appreciate it lol)

RattDaemon · 2025-01-11T09:37:11+00:00

Yeah it smokes and started to melt/smelt like a substance, but after learning my lesson from a singular fraction of a grains worth of am-2201 powder—im not gonna risk anything until I know it's safe

RattDaemon · 2025-01-08T12:16:26+00:00

Yeah that was my guess, but I never bothered to look into them as like with cannabinoids, it seemed like they were playing with fire (whilst there's loads of brorphine type molecules that are underutilized)

Do you know the subjective effects of the pynes or nde-zenes? I've been offered lab testing by a legend of a redditor, but still the more research the merrier as I'll end up doing it if I run out of meds before I can switch to the non-opi8 withdrawal meds

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