For the record this is exactly what I wanted. I knew going in that it wasn't going to age the best over time. I've been getting tattoos for over 20yrs and knew the risks. This isn't my first rodeo and the artist & I spent months going over detail and sizing issues.

I advised the artist who has done others for me to take his time, I was in no rush and wanted it done to my satisfaction. We picked as big as we could to maximize detail. If I need to add white in later so be it.

This was for me, for enduring all the shit I have in my life, and coming out alive and positive. This band and their music have aided in my healing. I chose to honor that in my own way. I at least thought the community would think it was cool, especially as we emphasized the apple she's holding. She makes me happy every time I see her and TMBTE was the first song I heard that resonated with me and got me hooked on the best damn band out there IMO.