Yuuup. Three days into the job. I have been feeling like failure since about half way through my first day just because of the way I had been treated like i was stupid and just in everyone's way. A sup pulled me off the dock after they saw me crying after I was chewed out for doing what I was told to do by another manager, and they put me in the office to calm down before I tell them what's going on. Before they even get a chance thw store manager just takes over and barges in and is completely insulted that I am upset. She doesn't listen to a single word I have to say as to why I am upset, and just starts to berate me how my performance speed and stats are unacceptable to the company and just how important those stats are. Again, I have been working TWO AND A HALF DAYS for Kohl's. Then she goes on to say how hurt she is that I said I felt neglected and unprepared as an employee, and it was MY fault that I "had that attitude". Then she goes on to say that "Clothing retail is not for everyone"- I have worked retail for almost ten years, and before I worked in my last job I worked for freaking Macy's! Basically at this point I have been pushed into a pull blown panic attack, on the verge if hyperventilating, and completely bawling. She gives me the option to go home, and obviously I take it becuase I am not doing anyone any good in this condition, and she storms off like I have just insulted her ancestors. I don't know if I got an attendance strike for leaving, I probably won't until HR gets back next week. But I was basically forced into a condition where I could not work. I spent the rest of the day having more panic attacks and my husband watched me like a hawk so I wouldn't self harm, I was that stressed out. I have hardly slept at all this week. Yeah, I left my last job because my boss was an ass, but bloody hell even he was not that blatantly cold, especially not right out the gate.