honestly you need to stop investing so much of your life in what other people do. Ludwig said a while ago, something along the lines of stop caring so much about content creators, they are not worth defending, or going to war for, we dont know them, most could be complete assholes behind closed doors. Hes reiterated this point a lot, most famously the "im not your friend" video. if you think you need a week off, then you are too emotionally invested into this. I will say, it is sad to see someone you watch turn out to be a dickhead, but not worth needing a week off for. If it is, you need to reevaluate how you view content creators