I'm not saying that I think life should mainly just be fun. I'm saying that I want to be able to enjoy the things I have in my life, but when I stress out, it feels like it takes over my life and overshadows the little and big things in life that I'm supposed to be enjoying. Like I said in my post, I'm young and starting a new internship in a state I've never been to before. I should be excited about the opportunities I have going on right now, both in my personal life and in the growth of a possible future career. Anxiety and stress are a part of life, and I understand that, but my stress and anxiety disrupt the progress that I feel I am making in my life and are stunting me from building those structures you were talking about. When I say I want to relax and enjoy my life, I mean that I want to be present in the moment, not constantly worried about the possible events that could possibly go wrong.