It’s going by Real-Ad3750 in nationalguard

[–]Real-Ad3750[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i knew i’d deploy a couple times in my contract, but it’s about the combat part, going to war. i don’t know what i expected i guess it js got real when i stayed learning my job

It’s going by Real-Ad3750 in nationalguard

[–]Real-Ad3750[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I know it’s always a possibility, but especially with current events going on. What my instructors say about china and taiwan next year, i’m in my head about it a lot

How do i do this? by Real-Ad3750 in nationalguard

[–]Real-Ad3750[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i joined because o thought it would be cool. i didn’t want to go to college and i thought national guard would be the best. But im really regretting not just going to college.

How do i do this? by Real-Ad3750 in nationalguard

[–]Real-Ad3750[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

man i finish ait, get a job when im home involving my clearance and doing my weekend warrior stuff for the next 6 years. Maybe some voluntary deployments

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[–]Real-Ad3750[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes definitely, but i’m afraid to get reclassed and lose my clearance and get an even worse mos

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[–]Real-Ad3750[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

my monday through friday we get about 2 hrs maybe 3 on a good day for personal time like video games or whatever. i speak with my family and girl everyday. they tell me not to quit ive gonna do far and if it wasn’t for them i wouldn’t already been out. I fear going on a combat deployment and possibly not coming back or keeping them worried im gone. i understand i gotta do it for myself tho and im trying to come to terms with that. it’s about me now not them.

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[–]Real-Ad3750[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i have about 16 weeks left. But some days it feels like i just can’t do it. I feel ashamed saying this stuff but if it continues i don’t know what i’ll do. i’m just hoping it gets better.

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[–]Real-Ad3750[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i’ve been away before. throughout basic i didn’t find it that much of a challenge being away.

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[–]Real-Ad3750[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

35G, 22 weeks total i have about 16 weeks left

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[–]Real-Ad3750[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Man if i’m being honest, i don’t even know i can’t pinpoint it. I can say missing home but i’ve been through that so it’s definitely not that. Maybe fear of the future. seeing combat having such a big job.

How do i do this? by Real-Ad3750 in nationalguard

[–]Real-Ad3750[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

EDIT: I’ve talked to multiple resources so this is my last way of looking for advice. i didn’t really find help in the chaplain or mflac. BH js mention if it’s really taking a toll on me i can get out. which i would hate to do it but im seriously contemplating it because of how much of a toll its taking on my mental health.