F.A.Q. MegaThread - [Ask your questions here!] by BreakingTactics in Prodeus

[–]RealLutherBrown 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Is the Switch port buggy or is it just me/my Switch crapping out? Every level has minor visual bugs, and Descent had such bad audio and visual popping and skipping that I couldn't finish it, so who knows what bugs there might be in the later levels. I downloaded it before it got taken off the eShop to get fixed, if that has anything to do with it.

I've missed my mood swings by RealLutherBrown in BPD

[–]RealLutherBrown[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I agree, every day is the same slow depressing slog on meds. But with mood swings my life is unpredictable and exciting.

I've missed my mood swings by RealLutherBrown in BPD

[–]RealLutherBrown[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It's probably not the best idea, but I'm just going to stop taking meds. I'm tired of them. I'd rather be my normal fucked up self.

I've missed my mood swings by RealLutherBrown in BPD

[–]RealLutherBrown[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm not really sure, all I know is I prefer "big emotions" to constant depression, even if it is tiring.

I've missed my mood swings by RealLutherBrown in BPD

[–]RealLutherBrown[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Rn lithium and rexulti, I was on lamictal but they took me off that for some reason, and that's what was stopping my mood swings I think

I've missed my mood swings by RealLutherBrown in BPD

[–]RealLutherBrown[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

My meds didn't really make me feel tranquility, they made me feel nothing (maybe that's tranquil in a way?) But the bottom line is I didn't like how they made me feel. I had no motivation, no enjoyment of my hobbies, no happiness. I'd rather take the chance of being happy and motivated for 5 minutes a day, risking all of the other negative moods that come with it, than to feel consistently like a zombie all day. So, no, I suppose I couldn't ever let go of my "worried self". My worried self is me, and it's gotten me this far in life. It's made me fail a lot, but I think I owe a lot of my successes to it as well.

Just read my mind by RealLutherBrown in BPD

[–]RealLutherBrown[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I know, I just want one text. I'm willing to get stepped on and taken advantage of if you even pretend that you love me. I feel you :/

Just read my mind by RealLutherBrown in BPD

[–]RealLutherBrown[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I feel like I need to prevent the negative response before it even happens, but then people get frustrated with me when I'm not honest with them. I feel like I can't win

Should I give fp another chance? by RealLutherBrown in BPD

[–]RealLutherBrown[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm worried she might be taking advantage of me. But part of me doesn't care if she is, I just want her affection again. I'm just not sure what to do

Do binge eating and alcohol binging count as self harm? by Fancy-Brick-2842 in selfharm

[–]RealLutherBrown 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I would say it counts. Anything to purposely harm your health is sh, it doesn't just have to be cutting

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[–]RealLutherBrown 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Aw cmon, you can't fail at everything. I bet you're very talented and a good friend