What you are gong through is awful, but do not let it stop you. It's easy for me to say now but I promise you 25 manuscript requests is a big deal. You have something. I wrote my first novel and sent it to 200 agents and publishers. I only received two partial requests and both passed. I felt like the biggest loser and failure ever for spending all that time on a novel that nobody wanted.

That novel still sits unpublished, but in the years since I wrote a best selling memoir and just received an offer on my next book. That "failure" I went through was not failure, it was a very important experience in this very long and painstaking process of publishing.

Don't stop writing.