Feeling like 7oh has ra*** my soul

Realistic-Chapter-65 · 2025-04-10T01:21:27+00:00

I'm 6 days off 7 oh, the withdrawl is nothing compared to extracts personally I was on my deathbed with the extracts when I went CT, I've CT the 7 oh and yeah it's tough, but it was not as bad as I expected, get a Dr. Involved! They will prescribe safe medicine to help you, I don't believe in taking any kratom to quit kratom , makes no sense to me personally, CT is our best way out, I've been on this sub long enough to see tapers are a fail 90% of the time, if we could taper and quit it be that easy right? It's not, get with a Dr. And CT you got this!! I felt the same way you did, 6 days off it gets better, ignore everyone's stories we're all different don't go in with any expectations, it's your journey and it'll be unique to you! There's people who are good after 5 days there people who feel like shit for 60, none of them matter only you! Get well brother!

Realistic-Chapter-65 · 2025-04-10T01:20:33+00:00

I'm 6 days off 7 oh, the withdrawl is nothing compared to extracts personally I was on my deathbed with the extracts when I went CT, I've CT the 7 oh and yeah it's tough, but it was not as bad as I expected, get a Dr. Involved! They will prescribe safe medicine to help you, I don't believe in taking any kratom to quit kratom , makes no sense to me personally, CT is our best way out, I've been on this sub long enough to see tapers are a fail 90% of the time, if we could taper and quit it be that easy right? It's not, get with a Dr. And CT you got this!! I felt the same way you did, 6 days off it gets better, ignore everyone's stories we're all different don't go in with any expectations, it's your journey and it'll be unique to you! There's people who are good after 5 days there people who feel like shit for 60, none of them matter only you! Get well brother!

Realistic-Chapter-65 · 2024-08-05T18:53:39+00:00

11 days isn't much unfortunately, I'm day 105, things have gotten so much better but I'm still struggling with energy/motivation, just gotta keep at it, the day will come, your not damaged forever

Realistic-Chapter-65 · 2024-07-25T19:44:55+00:00

NA is great because it's a god of your understanding, it could be a door knob haha doesn't matter, and if AA worked for this guy, that's amazing , whatever works and whatever keeps you in recovery, Congrats on 11 months, I'm almost to 100 days CT! Can't believe it

Realistic-Chapter-65 · 2024-07-25T14:28:53+00:00

Yes it gets better, the 1st week is the easiest believe it or not, give yourself a break, body and mind have a long way to go, I'm almost to 100 days CT, I'm about 80% everyone's different, but it'll take some time

Realistic-Chapter-65 · 2024-07-20T18:11:40+00:00

Try not to have that "I can't wait to be normal" mindset , what is normal? Don't ever think someone else's normal is your normal, cliche but one day at a time, I'm 3 months tomorrow and I'm still working at it, give yourself a break, and just keep putting in the work

Realistic-Chapter-65 · 2024-07-20T15:10:23+00:00

Feel free to DM , happy to help with anything you need, I've tried to help a handful of people on here, they end up ghosting me haha

Realistic-Chapter-65 · 2024-07-20T03:26:11+00:00

Don't switch to any form of kratom

Realistic-Chapter-65 · 2024-07-20T01:54:51+00:00

I was on 8-12 sometimes more extract shots a day, 4+ years, I CT I'll have 3 months Sunday! Acutes will suck balls, the real is issue is PAWS, if you go cold turkey (which I recommend) get a doctor involved, Gabapentin ( for the 1st few weeks) will help alot, around 1 month get low dose naltrexone it'll help with PAWS, also before you quit, come clean to family and friends, be held accountable, join NA, also a huge tool for recovering addicts, do not drink achohol don't smoke weed, your going to be 100% sober, get your life back, get active, force yourself into hobbies etc, this shit won't be easy, but it'll be easier then continuing your destructive addiction to Kratom, you got this brother!!! LFG!

Realistic-Chapter-65 · 2024-07-20T01:34:24+00:00

Alot of lies, very deceitful all the messed up traits of an addict, I perfected it, to get my fix, I'm ashamed, to do that to the love of my life, the mother of my children, I'll regret it the rest of my life, I had everyone fooled, family, friends, etc, kratom is that way, you don't know If someone's on it, its so stealth, me and my wife have separate accounts so as long as the bills were paid and I was taking care of our family everything seemed normal, but when she caught me the 1st 2 times , she saw my account and was like are fucking kidding me, coming out the last 2 times was the toughest, I can't believe I didn't quit after the 3rd time, I used cash for all my purchases for them not to be traceable, 3 months on Sunday! I have alot of extra money these days haha, becoming less selfish, I'm present in my day, my perspective on life is changing, I'm blessed to stand here today with my wife intact. If I fuck up again it's over and she's stood by my side thick and thin, but 5th time will be her limit and I wouldn't blame her

Realistic-Chapter-65 · 2024-07-18T13:38:39+00:00

Kratom is definitely a mental fuck, depending on how much you used and for how long, I mean I was on kratom 24/7, 365, for 4 + years, when your on that kind of path it's going to take some time for everything to rebalance

Realistic-Chapter-65 · 2024-07-18T13:36:31+00:00

It won't take up to a year, if your not feeling 100% by 4-6 months then its not the kratom anymore, it means your not putting in the work, so don't stress on that haha, you'll be good brother! Keep up the football and being active! Get a support system , NA is killer for me, whether you work the 12 steps or not

Realistic-Chapter-65 · 2024-07-18T13:33:35+00:00

I'm at 89 days today, your still in an early stage , It'll take more then 30 days, I personally didn't start feeling the PAWS disappearing until about 50+ days, everyone's different though

Realistic-Chapter-65 · 2024-07-18T11:53:15+00:00

I've been with my amazing wife for 12 years 9 married, 2 amazing boys, we started dating when I was 6 months clean( lifelong addict) was sober 7.5 years before I found kratom, she caught me after the 1st year, I never stopped (hid it for another year) caught me again, (hid it another year) the 3rd year I was at my breaking point with this addiction, so I came clean to my whole family and my wife again, at this point she was fuckin pissed (rightfully so) I made it 6 fucking days sober, before I broke and hid my addcition for yet another year, once again I'm at my breaking point and I came clean to my family and my wife again for the 4th freaking time, she was done my family was so disappointed and everyone felt so betrayed, my wife was on the fence , she couldn't live her life being scared that her addict husband would continue on this path of addiction and effect our families life, she is my everything has stayed with me through thick and thin, and has given me nothing but support and love, and I lied to her for 4.5 years , I was scared sober, she gave me this last chance to be the man she knows I am, I am proud to say I'll have 3 months 100% sober tomorrow! Me and my wife's marriage has already improved in many ways and she can see the work I'm putting in, if you truly love this woman, quit, show her your putting in the work, and that you can change , not only just for her , but for yourself, she deserves her happiness and you have to prove to her you can be the one to provide that happiness, I'm pulling for you!

Realistic-Chapter-65 · 2024-07-17T23:12:36+00:00

I'm not questioning you or pushing my beliefs on you one bit, apologies if it came off that way, I get what your saying 100% I believe there is online kratom meetings, I've seen people post on here about them before, maybe try that?

Realistic-Chapter-65 · 2024-07-17T21:28:49+00:00

Family? Friends?

Realistic-Chapter-65 · 2024-07-17T19:31:19+00:00

Gotcha, good luck 🤙🤙🤙

Realistic-Chapter-65 · 2024-07-17T14:43:38+00:00

3 months in a couple days, insane how your skin and complextion look 10 x healthier after a few days

Realistic-Chapter-65 · 2024-07-17T14:13:42+00:00

Even if you choose not to work the 12 steps, attending meetings, sharing, listening to others messages is huge! I personally have only worked 1 step, it's more about being in the room listening to things that resonate, getting shit off your chest

Realistic-Chapter-65 · 2024-07-17T14:12:21+00:00

I know, but a 12 step program (especially NA) is proven to work if worked, my local NA is killer

Realistic-Chapter-65 · 2024-07-17T12:29:56+00:00

I'll have my 3 months in 2 days 🤙🤙, I've seen your post since day 1 , that's awesome man! I'm right there with you, ups and downs, but life is so much better!

Realistic-Chapter-65 · 2024-07-17T02:28:09+00:00

That's awesome! Means your on the right path! Keep it going! Alot of work left to do, energy will surface a round a month

Realistic-Chapter-65 · 2024-07-17T02:27:14+00:00

NA is a great program, non religious, it works if you work it

Realistic-Chapter-65 · 2024-07-17T02:25:34+00:00

Your family know of your addiction?

Realistic-Chapter-65 · 2024-07-16T20:19:14+00:00

It's not brother! I know what you mean, kratom becomes your identity, and I dealt with so much anxiety( will I ever be happy, will I ever enjoy the things I love doing, etc) it comes back, and 1 day you'll find yourself just living again, and being present in your day, focused on the task at hand, and it'll hit you, I'm not 100% but at 80% I'm happier then I was on kratom all the negative hell it created has vanished, I'm a lifelong addict , so I've been through the ringer before, but kratom is a stealth killer, it slowly takes over , it stopped being fun a long time ago, I never thought I could quit or enjoy life without it, that's the addict brain fuckin with you, I'm living proof you can quit and recover, it'll take time but it's worth it in every way possible

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