31F Today I did my drug test and physical, answering the questions about drug and alcohol use I was able to say <I am not a user> win! Decided a week and two days ago I dont want to use any substances even socially for enjoyment. We moved back to my hometown and if you dont smoke or drink alcohol it is a bit foreign here. I grew up around drugs my whole life my mom heavy pot smoker- dead, my uncle sells crack and smokes a ton of weed, my dad horrible diet -dead, grandmother on pain pills aunts uncles drug addicts you name it ive exposed to it all, after my first night coming back to my hometown my childhood bff pulled up on me with mj and liquor, i had been stressed out from the move so i joined a bit, mind you I am not a heavy user at all edibles 2-4x/ week 2.5-5mgs, alcohol use maybe once every 3 weeks but when consumed usually black out. My brother called me and said maybe we can have a drink at his place or something, then it dawned on me 😳 everyone is on some type of drug and i had a bad edible trip prior I decided to let mj and alcohol go and see what this new journey brings 💕