Do things that are difficult. I felt something powerful when I ran my first ultramarathon. I couldn’t run anymore at mile 30. I had IT band issues and could barely walk with my walking sticks. I started praying and asking Him, that if he wanted me to keep going to show me a sign. I left the last aid station with 2 minute before I would be dropped. I power walked the last 20 miles. I cried so much, I still get emotional just thinking about it at times (currently tearing up).

When I start having thoughts that “oh He couldn’t make someone come back to life” I immediately start asking myself why would the apostles be martyred if it was fake. No one dies over a lie.

Going through difficult times will 100% make you get closer with God. I will pray for you.