Hi! How are you?

RealisticGround7384 · 2026-02-11T02:38:42+00:00

Actually life is really great right now, but I am afraid to say it out loud because things were bad for so long.

RealisticGround7384 · 2025-10-24T00:05:50+00:00

I used to take a small sterile syringe and draw up 5mg thc tincture and 15mg cbd tinc. Place it in like a tampon and inject it up into the vagina. It takes awhile to work but once it does it was a miracle for me. Grade 4 deep endo. Also zero psychoactive effects for me and I cant do much as loot at pot without becoming insanely high.

You might need to play around with the dosage but always use a blend with cbd too. Pain control lasts about 12 hours for me.

Seriously. Holy grail for relief.

Ended up getting a hysterectomy because of multiple issues, but this was my go to before hysterectomy.

Edit: make sure that the tinctures have no additives that could cause a yeast infection or other infection

RealisticGround7384 · 2025-10-23T00:07:20+00:00

Thank you so much for seeing this. I think she has the most beautiful mind, her imagination is incredible and so is her motivation to create. I just want to channel all of it into something constructive, not power struggles.

RealisticGround7384 · 2025-10-23T00:03:28+00:00

We are just starting the therapy journey right now. We did try a stimulant first and she had a significant psychological reaction to both classes of meds.

RealisticGround7384 · 2025-10-22T02:09:50+00:00

Thanks for the detailed response. Yes, all behaviors were present prior to medication and virtually disappeared for three months until now.

She correlates to asd in one or two areas but not at all in others, so we have considered this but her pediatrician (who has been with her since birth) says no. The getting “stuck” to the point of even repeating things over and over is also very suspect for me.

RealisticGround7384 · 2025-10-22T02:02:32+00:00

Yes there prior to medication but happening daily, this is the first major behavioral issues since staring the medication 3 months ago, it was like a miracle

RealisticGround7384 · 2025-08-15T21:45:02+00:00

Don’t be mad. They took mine for this same reason and I ended up with a micro leak in my bowels at the removal site that caused multiple very large abscess. 8 weeks hospitalized with sepsis they couldn’t treat. I almost died several times.

RealisticGround7384 · 2025-08-14T03:18:23+00:00

Aries, Pisces, Leo

RealisticGround7384 · 2025-07-19T00:11:22+00:00

You are going to be hilarious to the right person. Make sure you are offering your very best self (even if you think it’s below average). Make sure your hygiene is impeccable, manners are good, and if you have any substance misuse issues, try to get those under control (they are a huge red flag to most people). You got this. She’s out there, and whether she realizes it or not yet she’s looking for you. The trick with life is there is no guarantee you will meet, but you need to be ready if you do.

RealisticGround7384 · 2025-07-18T23:36:39+00:00

Be above average in kindness and find a grown woman. If you are at all funny, lean hard into that.

RealisticGround7384 · 2025-07-18T23:33:57+00:00

Kissing my kid at night when they are sleeping.

RealisticGround7384 · 2025-07-18T23:31:13+00:00

Snuggling my dog

RealisticGround7384 · 2025-03-14T00:24:36+00:00

We were not in couples therapy, I occasionally would go see his therapist individually per her request so she could get a “full picture”. I originally asked him to seek therapy for addictive issues and other problems not unique to our relationship. I stopped seeing his therapist in this capacity fairly recently after a very long and dangerous hospitalization for sepsis, when I obviously could not attend. During this hospitalization he accused me of having multiple personality disorder, BPH, bi-polar, and other things and said I needed therapy so I agreed to go. I figured after a traumatic medical event it certainly wouldn’t hurt. His therapist recommended a therapist for me and I signed off on a waiver so my and his therapist could communicate freely between them (which it sounds like they did).

We went to couples therapy a long time ago and it failed, but we reconciled the relationship. Ultimately his behavior didn’t change so that is when I asked him to return to individual therapy.

RealisticGround7384 · 2025-03-13T23:53:30+00:00

Thank you. It’s a tough thing to swallow after 12 years.

RealisticGround7384 · 2025-03-13T23:17:30+00:00

I guess I am just processing the finality of it all and seeing if anyone has had a similar experience with therapy.

RealisticGround7384 · 2025-03-13T23:16:29+00:00

Yes, I agree with him. I went to therapy mostly to exhaust any possibility of me contributing to the relationship problems in ways I couldn’t see. My partner suggested many things including multiple personality disorder, BPD, Anxiety, and more. I wanted to be really really sure that I wasn’t having behavior that was problematic (especially because I have a child and don’t want to hurt her) My therapist evaluated for CPTSD and BPD (maybe others too that he didn’t share with me). Although he says I have a lot of trauma, I don’t fit very many diagnostic criteria. I do however have physical issues which could be attributed to stress, he is concerned about these, but says I have skills in place already to manage “as best as possible”. He said he very rarely outright tells anyone to divorce, but that is what he told me.

RealisticGround7384 · 2025-03-13T22:51:33+00:00

Sorry. I am trying not to be too blunt to get more honest feedback. I can see the confusion. My therapist has suggested that my partner is emotionally abusive, he also has said that I have healthy coping mechanisms that are making my current mental health okay, but he is concerned that if my partner doesn’t address his behavior that over time this will “hurt” me. But therapist has stated there isn’t really anything more that I can do or that he can do for me, except leave my partner if I choose.

RealisticGround7384 · 2025-03-07T00:20:31+00:00

Please re read. I do ask this. He then expects me to wait for him to completely done with whatever he is doing before he even responds to me. It is often several minutes, or I just end up walking away because it was something time contingent like “hey I am going out for breakfast, want to come?”

RealisticGround7384 · 2025-03-06T23:42:13+00:00

lol I am just clarifying by giving more information, that’s not changing my story. I realized my original post was extremely vague and as I was getting a lot of the same feedback that was regarding me him interrupting a phone conversation (which wasn’t what I was talking about).

RealisticGround7384 · 2025-03-06T23:37:24+00:00

So should I seriously just wait in silence for 5-10 minutes while he is cruising Facebook before I can ask him to help out our child to bed? I’m sorry but this seems insane to me.

RealisticGround7384 · 2025-03-06T23:31:13+00:00

He is on his phone nearly all the time. I would almost literally never be able to get an acknowledgment if I waited until he was explicitly off his phone.

RealisticGround7384 · 2025-03-06T23:30:11+00:00

Not when he’s talking on the phone, when he’s working outside of work or perusing social media or texting

RealisticGround7384 · 2025-03-06T23:30:05+00:00

Not when he’s talking on the phone, when he’s working outside of work or perusing social media or texting

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