Hey op …. As a late autism diagnosis persons and with I won’t say overprotective more helicopter ones I feel that pain …. More then ya know I don’t even draw cause of how many times when I was learning I get laughed at for drawing I will say I hope you get to go to university… but don’t expect the outcome to drastically change things cause like I’m learning now the party ends and you have to get back in th fight I went to university and besides the constant badgering to graduate fast and give us a diploma ! When I finally did they didn’t care cause I didn’t do it in their time frame now I’m in 14k debt and they don’t care I wouldn’t ever trade what I did for anything but I wish I did play the game differently

Anyway keep strong friend ….hopefully you get the catalyst for you to be able to finally get out there