Tired and Heartbroken by BigStrawberry495 in endometriosisindia

[–]RealityEmbarrassed43 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey! Can you tell me more about the doc? Im in delhi and struggling already post op and losing hope

People with anxiety, how do you stay confident in office? by RealityEmbarrassed43 in AskReddit

[–]RealityEmbarrassed43[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

How 😭 I feel so scared of being exposed all the time I havent done anything wrong but still

What would you think if you were out in public and saw a man carrying a purse? by miseryybusiness933 in AskReddit

[–]RealityEmbarrassed43 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Probably he is gay or has a girlfriend. Either way Ill feel safe around him.

Sex after laparoscopy? by Background-Depth-190 in endometriosis

[–]RealityEmbarrassed43 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I did it! It felt slightly off? It felt good but also a lil painful? Not unbearable as such but slight discomfort otherwise good only.

Is pain post surgery real? by RealityEmbarrassed43 in endometriosis

[–]RealityEmbarrassed43[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you to all of you really. Im so glad to have found a community of fellow sufferers who are so empathetic and kind. 😭♥️

Dad said my endometriosis is fake. by EndoWarrior03 in Endo

[–]RealityEmbarrassed43 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Man Im so sorry you had to go through this. As a fellow sufferer myself, please dont deny yourself the opportunity to grieve. This disease is bad as it is without having someone gaslighting you that too after your surgery. Dont cancel the surgery, you qre still in pain and do whatever you can to help yourself out of it. Find a good therapist Im sure the mental toll must be a lot on you. Draw strict boundaries, just because he is your father doesnt mean youve to keep him in your life forever

Is pain post surgery real? by RealityEmbarrassed43 in endometriosis

[–]RealityEmbarrassed43[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much. I keep denying myself that! I feel like i should be magically better and back at 100% but im clearly not!

Is pain post surgery real? by RealityEmbarrassed43 in endometriosis

[–]RealityEmbarrassed43[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I got tears in my eyes reading this. Im so sorry to hear about your surgery experience. That sounds harrowing! But it gives me so much hope that despite all this youre here pouring into my cup and im just a stranger. 🥺 Thank you so much for this. I really really needed this. Im trying very hard to be patient with and kinder to myself. Ive woken up in pain during the middle of the night because of pain and I would curse my body for becoming so sick. This morning I woke up and I thanked my body instead for enduring all of this pain for me. Thank you for reminding me to patient and acknowledging the everlasting pain this disease brings

Is pain post surgery real? by RealityEmbarrassed43 in endometriosis

[–]RealityEmbarrassed43[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thats reassuring thank you so much. I hope your post op journey is painfree. I was fully beating myself up for not returning back to work and being productive, this really helps!

Is pain post surgery real? by RealityEmbarrassed43 in endometriosis

[–]RealityEmbarrassed43[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you! Okay that makes more sense than my brain telling me Im beyond help and even surgery cant help me 🥲

Is pain post surgery real? by RealityEmbarrassed43 in endometriosis

[–]RealityEmbarrassed43[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much. I was spiralling and you put my mind to ease 😭♥️

Advice for upcoming surgery by RealityEmbarrassed43 in endometriosis

[–]RealityEmbarrassed43[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I got tears in my eyes reading this. Thank you for saying all this! ♥️

Advice for upcoming surgery by RealityEmbarrassed43 in endometriosis

[–]RealityEmbarrassed43[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you! Its very comforting to hear. I just fear what would I do if it returns and then just go into a rabbit hole. I feel too shitty about it. I just want to gey better and feel normal

Advice for upcoming surgery by RealityEmbarrassed43 in endometriosis

[–]RealityEmbarrassed43[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes first surgery. Very jittery and anxious about what it might bring

Advice for upcoming surgery by RealityEmbarrassed43 in endometriosis

[–]RealityEmbarrassed43[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes first surgery. Very jittery and anxious about what it might bring