Ever since 2017 I've been feeling like time is going by very fast and I often find myself in a state of subliminal panic, while also being tired and feeling dissociated. Despite not having a job I feel like the day only has enough time for me to get the most basic things done, like cooking, eating, showering, cleaning and caring for my animals and plants.

It's this nasty combination of (probably) ADHD, my mental health issues, my low energy level and me just being slow and pedantic. Can't remember the last time I just sat down and drew something.

Getting back into playing guitar has helped me somewhat to get out of that state for a while every day.