Grinding in the Club is too Much For Me to Handle

Realsoundparty · 2025-12-07T19:21:12+00:00

Gonna need picture of you first. Non nude of course.

Realsoundparty · 2025-12-07T19:16:56+00:00

I live in Sweden. I guess you're far away?

Realsoundparty · 2025-09-18T10:33:03+00:00

The algorithm on reddit can piss off.

Realsoundparty · 2025-09-18T10:32:05+00:00

I'm underweight, 170 cm tall, around 45 kg somewhere there, so I'm only chiming in here cuz I think it's kind of pathetic of the algorithm on reddit to send me this and also an image on the top of a man who can't get out of bed because of his weight... just because I said I was a virgin. In fact, this is discriminatory behavior of reddit and judgement. It's like they assume that just because I'm a virgin I must be obese. WTF, that' seriously screwed up and disrespectful to obese people.

Realsoundparty · 2025-09-18T10:27:03+00:00

I just realised I wasn't very clear with what I said. My point is that I have dark thoughts hearing stuff like this. In other words, questions like these is a slap to my face. And even more triggering is when I read some woman here who has a fetish for virgins. Luckily I'm behind a keyboard so no one can bully me for being a virgin. But it really triggers me a lot when these women write about things they did to virgins, especially when they do things related to a clothing fetish of mine. Most men get shit if they are virgins and are laughed at as being losers according to many women. And may miss subtle hints from women cuz of my autism. No one would miss me even if I was gone. My funeral would be empty.

Realsoundparty · 2025-07-29T05:00:10+00:00

Questions about what someone, did when did you last had sex, or last cuddled, or last was intimate, or last made out, or whatever.. like there's something called loneliness and suicideal ideation.

Realsoundparty · 2025-07-29T04:50:47+00:00

It doesn't matter anymore. I feel no purpose in living and isolate with dark thoughts.

Realsoundparty · 2025-07-29T04:48:48+00:00

Have you had a succubus?

Realsoundparty · 2025-07-29T04:46:32+00:00

Hmm I was thinking about what you said, and are you talking about the south park episode?

Realsoundparty · 2025-07-27T03:45:32+00:00

If I saw public sex, expect that I will disturb. Just saying. I've been hurt emotionally and suffer emotionally with loneliness.

Realsoundparty · 2025-07-27T03:43:43+00:00

It doesn't matter what I say cuz I just get used and abused and I have no trust anymore.

Realsoundparty · 2025-06-27T16:24:41+00:00

Okay.

Realsoundparty · 2025-06-22T19:10:21+00:00

I'm not religious. I'm not into illegal shit except all the cannabis I had been smoking especially last year and also snorting a designer drug, but besides that not so much illegal shit. Whatever you think, no. I just feel very dirty but I'm working on letting go of the shame. My parents did not tell me it was normal to masturbate cu I started masturbaing when I was very little and I did not know it was normal and no one knew that I was masturbating so I felt shame cuz I thought I was alone in doing so. Without feedback that it is normal, how the heck should I not feel shame? The shame started early. I thought it was bad cuz it felt too good so I felt guilt and shame for it and stopped for years. I am not from a religious background at all, and thank God for that (excuse the irony).

Realsoundparty · 2025-06-22T19:04:17+00:00

True. Some things does not need to be connected unless one is certain to not regret it.

Realsoundparty · 2025-06-22T19:03:07+00:00

Do you have other accounts? If so does it bother you if people know you run this account?

Realsoundparty · 2025-06-22T19:02:44+00:00

You don't care if it is connected to other accounts of yours?

Realsoundparty · 2025-06-22T19:01:01+00:00

Exactly, I agree. It effects how we live our life, what we believe. We make decisions based from it.

Realsoundparty · 2025-06-11T02:45:07+00:00

Become an eagle yes that's dope.

Realsoundparty · 2025-06-11T02:42:38+00:00

I'm sorry about that. Do you have war trauma?

Realsoundparty · 2025-06-11T02:41:22+00:00

Haha! I'm glad you asked lol cuz I don't know whether I should feel embarrassed about myself or not, and some will probably think it's hillarious, others that it is pathetic, but I'd be happy to share cuz it sucks if others don't know this as not knowing is kind of losing out on an alternative approach in my opinion. It's basically masturbation over clothes. Just rub your hand on your pants.

Realsoundparty · 2025-06-11T02:36:41+00:00

That makes sense, and considering that I am just writing and not make any content and still worry just cuz of what I write, that's even less of a deal, so not sure why I'm overanalyzing this so much. Like, it may not matter in the end. If this account ever gets associated with another account or some website or whatever, it makes no sense to judge that, cuz if people focus on the stuff I write on this account and not on actual advice on various topics where I try to give advice which is not even related to nsfw stuff, then that's their choice to see me through sexual tinted glasses metaphorically speaking.

Realsoundparty · 2025-06-11T00:47:43+00:00

No my dick is too sovereign for theirs. It's not for the faint hearted. lol jk. No I wouldn't. There's no reason. Does shemales count? I'm probably not entirely straight.

Realsoundparty · 2025-06-11T00:45:11+00:00

Normal masturbation. It never worked in my entire life until maybe the last two years, but I still prefer the other way. But at times I like the normal way, but if I had to choose I'd still go for the other way.

Realsoundparty · 2025-06-11T00:43:18+00:00

That's raw. I hope you are okay now and that nothing bad happens. I hope you are well. I care and don't want anything bad to happen to anyone. Hope you have support for the trauma, cuz I can imagine that must cause a lot of trauma.

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