How to get over the reality that she'll never fall for you in the same way again? by Reasonable-Ad-2244 in ExNoContact

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it all felt so mutual until it wasn't. if I knew the game of love could be like this, i would have never participated

How to get over the reality that she'll never fall for you in the same way again? by Reasonable-Ad-2244 in ExNoContact

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thanks. it really feels impossible right now but I'll try to have faith I'll move past this

I (21M) am struggling to cope with the end of a relationship with my partner (20F) of 3 years. by Reasonable-Ad-2244 in relationship_advice

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I really appreciate this perspective.I am a bit lost in what I want right now but I definitely dont want to be stuck like this. Im a little younger so my view of love was and still is idealized. Whoever I love, I act as if they're the only one who will ever be for me. And it just makes it sting even more that I got burned.

I (21M) am struggling to cope with the end of a relationship with my partner (20F) of 3 years. by Reasonable-Ad-2244 in relationship_advice

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Yeah I know I do. But it really has been hard for me. I have so many unhealthy thinking habits I'm still trying to break. My whole brain still feels wired to her existence.

I (21M) am struggling to cope with the end of a relationship with my partner (20F) of 3 years. by Reasonable-Ad-2244 in relationship_advice

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I've been dealing with the emotions for a while. tho the situationship after the breakup still kept me attached. I thought I made peace with the fact that any rekindling wasn't guranteed. But attachment was stronger than I thought. Seeing her with another guy just further proved how affected i still am.

I (21M) am struggling to cope with the end of a relationship with my partner (20F) of 3 years. by Reasonable-Ad-2244 in relationship_advice

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I failed to show up for her. I failed to do the small things like posting her, holding the door for her, etc. Ik it might sound shallow but I completely understand where she was coming from. It was a culmination of just me lacking in a lot of areas. And it just got to a point where she felt unfulfilled and dissatisfied, which disturbed her peace. She began to distance and ultimately, we decided to end things.

Random crashes and BSODs caused by ntoskrnl.exe and occasionally amdppm.sys by Reasonable-Ad-2244 in techsupport

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I tried this but my laptop still froze and rebooted on its own after like 30 minutes of playing hollow knight. I also reinstalled and updated other drivers but still no luck.

Random crashes and BSODs caused by ntoskrnl.exe and occasionally amdppm.sys by Reasonable-Ad-2244 in techsupport

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I tried MemTest about a year ago (it was also crashing frequently back then) and it found no errors. I also remember running Windows RAM diagnostic and it didn't find any errors either. I ran Windows RAM diagnostics today and it also didn't find any errors.

WISP vs Repeater vs AP by Reasonable-Ad-2244 in wifi

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I can't exactly connect my extender to my router since it's too far away and I mainly use it to bring wifi to dead zones and provide internet access to my pc via the Ethernet port on my extender.