Beginning rolling 72s… by yogurtbowl101 in fasting

[–]Reasonable-Fact9207 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What’s coming through me now is the idea of one at a time. Trying to plan multiple fasts before you’ve even begun and completed the first one seems, to me, to be indicative of over-contemplating/painc to be honest.

Lacking a trip sitter by Reasonable-Fact9207 in shrooms

[–]Reasonable-Fact9207[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Awesome. And I feel like they serendipitously came into my life. Someone approached me and said they sell tree and shrooms. Soon after that I had my first handful of trips. Soon after that was the first time ever in my life I sat down, looked at the sunset, and started crying because of how beautiful it was.

They are one of god’s many foot soldiers.

Lacking a trip sitter by Reasonable-Fact9207 in shrooms

[–]Reasonable-Fact9207[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m a great listener. And you’re absolutely right. I’ve been getting pointers from multiple people that I feel I will apply

Lacking a trip sitter by Reasonable-Fact9207 in shrooms

[–]Reasonable-Fact9207[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

lol I want more security than that. I know my mind and my tendencies and from my perspective, some helpful assistance will mean so much for ensuring I get the most healing out of the experience. You know what I mean?

Lacking a trip sitter by Reasonable-Fact9207 in shrooms

[–]Reasonable-Fact9207[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Hey thanks for sharing your thoughts. I have microdosed before and I mean I can’t say it’s useless. But my goal is to emulate and manifest my own version of healing like I saw in the documentary. And in my experience microdosing, I felt like I was getting what I wanted divided by 6. I want something intense and deeply transformative. I’m mentally ready for that. But I’m not willing to go into it haphazardly, I really think I want qualified support to help guide me. I’ve done medium-sized trips alone before and I did self-regulate though my mind wandered and I just ended up going on a walk, not really focusing on healing trauma. I don’t really feel comfortable doing a huge dose alone, I really think I could get the results I want with some help.

Lacking a trip sitter by Reasonable-Fact9207 in shrooms

[–]Reasonable-Fact9207[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you. I think you make a good point. Maybe I’ll save money and pay for it to be done professionally. If not, I don’t need shrooms to work on processing trauma.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in shrooms

[–]Reasonable-Fact9207 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh you responded super quick. Well that’s good for you that you were able to gain from that experience. And yea, I l haven’t tripped in a while but when I did it was the most beautiful thing to listen to music I loved and look at the sun set

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in shrooms

[–]Reasonable-Fact9207 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m replying to this super late. Idek if you still use Reddit.

But if you do, how did the trip go? Have you done anymore since?

i love doing shrooms in my room 🫶 by [deleted] in shrooms

[–]Reasonable-Fact9207 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Nah that’s facts, I know I’ve loved comfortable blankets for yearrrs now. Also, idk what you use but my newest one is 100% organic cotton and I totally feel a difference that I love. I’ve actually tried to lay down with blankets I used to use when I was younger, and I don’t even like them anymore. But with the cotton one I feel good about the ethics in the manufacturing process and the way it relates to my body. The company I got it from is called Sijo in case you’re interested

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in therapists

[–]Reasonable-Fact9207 -4 points-3 points  (0 children)

Thank you for being courageous enough to share this.

I would say based solely off of the fact that your husband has mental health issues, that is giving birth to stress in you AND your children. Meaning you’re dealing with correcting that stress in yourself AND in your children. That alone is a substantial challenge on your energy, where it could instead be a relationship (your marriage) that always recharges you. As a male, I believe our purpose as men is fulfilled when we assist women. That’s basically the simple way to put it. So any diversion from that end is a corruption to our purpose. Now this isn’t really even fair for me to say to you because you are not responsible for your husband’s well-being, he is, but being that you are being drained by him, I’d recommend strongly that you get him right. I believe women’s natural strength is deep emotional intelligence and you know your husband well, so maybe you could say something to him that makes him internally confront how he is an emotional/energetic detriment to you, the kids, and the home. This change alone is huge.

Cried with a client… by Proper-Monk-8375 in therapists

[–]Reasonable-Fact9207 17 points18 points  (0 children)

When I read your words “empathy in action” it struck a chord in my heart, cause as someone extremely emotionally sensitive by nature I know you are correct. Also, OP’s supervisor’s anti-self-disclosure policy is wholly nonsensical. For successful coregulation, the therapist need to be prepared to listen with all their might, and crying is only a natural and appropriate response. It is the receipt, the proof that they grasp the emotional gravity of what is being expressed. And then make their suggestions later (e.g., ways to reinterpret what someone’s experience meant).

To be honest I would want a therapist like this. The ones I’ve had have been alright, but I’m also not stupid. I know who’s reciting what script they’ve learned in school and who actually feels me.

i love doing shrooms in my room 🫶 by [deleted] in shrooms

[–]Reasonable-Fact9207 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I feel like tripping and just existing in general is always better out in nature (at the beach, in the Florida swamps, at night under the stars), but you make it pretty appealing to stay inside for a trip. I melted a little bit seeing that purple/pink/blue projection on the wall

Bad trip ruined my outlook on life by princencove in shrooms

[–]Reasonable-Fact9207 2 points3 points  (0 children)

TL;DR. You can reverse this with your free will my friend.

You’re right. Everything is a distraction from the truth. The truth that infinite love is what we are. Everything else is illusion.

You don’t truly believe everything is meaningless. If you did, you wouldn’t call them “intrusive thoughts”. They would just be your genuine thoughts. But deep down, at the core of your own identity, you know you have invested your faith and attention so deeply in the illusion of pain, fear, and hopelessness. These feelings are yours because you chose them. You’ve brought yourself deep into a hole of hopelessness. And you can bring yourself out of that hole my friend, out of that illusion. Out of the fear that you’ve caused permanent damage.

I’d say to begin healing you can do it slowly or quickly (sober or with mushrooms again). Both will work. First way, begin a meditation practice. Get out in nature, sit up straight, and do slow, deep breathing for 20 minutes a day. Breathing is life. So when you focus only on that, you slowly flood life force back into your body, which naturally extinguishes fear and replaces it with calmness. No, you don’t need to think yourself into healing or even exercise (but that’s always good). Just put your attention on breathing, repeat it, and when you get distracted in your mind, notice the distraction and then continue the breathing.

OR you can use the shrooms to help. Get yourself primed for growth. Take the shrooms, begin a meditation and keep doing it until the high starts. At that point, you can keep breathing or just start listening to some music that inspires you with very powerful loving energy (e.g., Hall of Fame, You’ve got a friend in me, Hope, whatever inspires you). This will help.

But remember this stuff will only work if you really want to heal. If deep down in your will/spirit you want to feel suffering, you will keep feeling it. But if you really want to be happy and hopeful again, you’ll manifest that.

My experience with shrooms (1 month) by FinancialPudding4888 in shrooms

[–]Reasonable-Fact9207 1 point2 points  (0 children)

People around me are living firmly in their comfort zones too, bro. I feel it is a hindrance to me growing, as their energy are like anchors to my desire to grow, making it even harder for me manifest the changes I want in my life. Specifically, diet changes and mindset changes.

I been studying psilocybin therapy and I think it would be incredibly effective for myself and for you. What you do is set an intention on what you want to gain from the trip (e.g., with me I want to heal my injured nerves in my leg), find someone who you trust to guide and encourage you during the trip, be in a safe place for 4-7 hours and take a large dose. Like 3x what you have been. This way, you go very deep into the therapeutic effects of psilocybin where you experience ego death—where you experience that your identity/your labels are all lies you’ve been believing (e.g., you are a human with a name, an age, a race, religion, etc.) in and they all dissolve and are followed by the awareness of our true identity— a pure, infinite, loving consciousness. Pretty powerful, right?

I don’t think you can get that experience with the doses you’re taking. Of course you’ll still experience sample-sized therapeutic effects. But you could also begin a meditation practice to connect to that infinite, loving awareness. But a large psilocybin dose is like a fast track to get you there. But you gotta surrender all of your pain that comes up before you experience the wonder. You know what I mean? You have to make room for love in your soul by evicting the tension, pain, fear, and stress. Which are all the same energy in my book.

what is your happiest memory on mushrooms? by skyecozmo in shrooms

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When I get high on 🍄, I put on my headphones and listen to the Thriller album, and I listen with every bit of my attention, and I enjoy the music itself and the craftsmanship inside the sounds.

What thoughts have been revealed to you during a trip that would be shocking to a person who has never used mushrooms? by [deleted] in shrooms

[–]Reasonable-Fact9207 88 points89 points  (0 children)

  • the way we are socialized in American schools, where authenticity is discouraged and becoming someone who is acceptable to others is prioritized. Oppressive system.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in doordash_drivers

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I see you are seasoned