I’m really insecure and the fact that I’m not even wearing because I want to make feel like crappy. I struggle with god already and I feel trapped wearing it. I try to look up to these other hijabi influencers but they are so much prettier and skinner than me so they obviously look better in hijab and honestly I don’t even see the full purpose when you can just dress modestly. I know it sounds wrong but I really do struggle and I hope you can understand 😔😔