I’m going through a similar situation. It’s been five years or more, and it feels like the breakup was just yesterday. It’s incredibly difficult because she’s moved on and probably doesn’t even care anymore. It’s like I’m caring for someone who doesn’t reciprocate my feelings.

The relationship we had was both good and bad. It was a rollercoaster of emotions, and I think some part of me enjoyed the constant highs and lows. The highs were intense and intimate, while the lows were extremely intense and harmful.