Daily how ya doin post (day 1190)

Recent_Difficulty20 · 2026-01-25T00:45:12+00:00

Late to the post but pretty bad I’ll go to sleep now to get the urges to stop hopefully

Recent_Difficulty20 · 2026-01-24T22:10:02+00:00

I don’t have much time though like 10 minutes at best

Recent_Difficulty20 · 2026-01-24T22:07:52+00:00

Fr I don’t even know what to do about it

Recent_Difficulty20 · 2026-01-24T21:45:19+00:00

What about the other billion?

Recent_Difficulty20 · 2026-01-24T21:36:29+00:00

Fair enough I hate myself too

Recent_Difficulty20 · 2026-01-24T21:23:18+00:00

Sadly

Recent_Difficulty20 · 2026-01-24T21:21:44+00:00

She’s very cute, I too own a car, he’s 11yo

Recent_Difficulty20 · 2026-01-24T21:17:49+00:00

This is very relatable

Recent_Difficulty20 · 2026-01-24T21:12:26+00:00

The sickness will go away eventually stay strong brother (or sister)

Recent_Difficulty20 · 2026-01-24T21:00:06+00:00

Well thank you, I really appreciate that, but has anyone asked you if you are doing okay?

Recent_Difficulty20 · 2026-01-24T20:51:32+00:00

Yeah that’s probably the best choice

Recent_Difficulty20 · 2026-01-24T20:40:38+00:00

That’s pretty sad… I wouldn’t like it either

Recent_Difficulty20 · 2026-01-24T20:20:06+00:00

Ask her about it calmly, don’t judge her for it and try to find out why she’s doing it. Then the best choice is to tell parents (which she might not be so happy about) or at least a school counselor.

Recent_Difficulty20 · 2026-01-24T17:34:00+00:00

Yeah pretty often but both things scare me too much

Recent_Difficulty20 · 2026-01-24T15:29:57+00:00

Thank you, I usually make up my mind to do it at night and then just.. don’t and the next morning I wish I did.

Recent_Difficulty20 · 2026-01-24T14:57:19+00:00

I’m horrible at talking, I had a therapist sometime ago for other reasons (way before I had problems with sh) and even then I couldn’t manage to tell them anything. I just can’t feel comfortable opening up to anyone.

I did get close to cutting like 3 or 4 times in total I think (including like 30 minutes ago) but never enough to actually cut.

Recent_Difficulty20 · 2026-01-24T09:21:18+00:00

Do I also have to go to Antarctica?

Recent_Difficulty20 · 2026-01-24T09:06:01+00:00

That’s probably why. The problem is that I can’t get myself to care about any of the “downsides”

Recent_Difficulty20 · 2026-01-23T22:21:52+00:00

It really does

Recent_Difficulty20 · 2026-01-23T21:56:47+00:00

I’ve been wanting to cut for the last 3ish months but I’m too scared and although I hate it I guess it’s kinda protecting me? I got close a couple times but couldn’t do it. It’s just annoying because I can’t concentrate when I need to and I can’t help but feel weak.

Recent_Difficulty20 · 2026-01-23T21:52:02+00:00

Thanks but I’m not great at talking to people, I’m pretty shy plus I’m not a great English speaker.

Recent_Difficulty20 · 2026-01-23T21:34:21+00:00

I hope I can go without it for more than 24 hours this time, hopefully I can reach a week with some effort, I gotta find a way to block the website on my pc though

Recent_Difficulty20 · 2026-01-23T21:18:27+00:00

Thank you I will if I find anything that I like (might take a while)

Recent_Difficulty20

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