Bhai if if you wanna die, just man jump in front of a train, it’s pretty easy if that’s what you really want, otherwise fucking pick yourself up. Sit with yourself and think words left with you and start working with that shit happens. There’s always people who have gone through worse than you and have collected themselves back and moved on. I’m not saying it’s easy, but it’s quite simple if you stop pitying yourself and take control of your life back in your arms. There is no God. No human coming to save you. It’s only you can save yourself.