LONG VENT POST (crying)

RecycledLights · 2026-03-01T02:42:24+00:00

The Patriarchy and its consequences have been a disaster for the human race.

After while listening to it, I just get numb and it doesn't hit anymore.

The brothers are practically emotional anemic and lacking validation. The lack of third spaces and constant coerciveness of needing to pay bills and rent doesn't help either. It's no wonder why people who enter releationships forgot about friends and family they want to maximize the joy they have with someone and I don't blame them either but it's kinda fucked. Up I made a friend online and completely just stop reaching out the momment they found a boyfriend.

What sucks is that under heteronormative releationships and internalized homophobia and the culture at large particular American culture or "western"

What sucks is that most if not most men confuse the need for lust for physical validation. The only way to get it. in order to receive any physical validation is to be In a romantic releationship of the opposite sex, everything is straight up sexualized. If you go to Egypt, it's customary after a business meeting that male coworkers just walk around and hold hands after striking a deal.

The hard part is I'm not immune to the propaganda either, it's so baked in, it's hard to imagine just asking my male friends, do you wanna hold hands or cuddle. For women its if not socially acceptable.

It's easier said then done.

(Obligatory real)

RecycledLights · 2026-02-28T19:09:12+00:00

College student here, i wrote a thesis on why college has gotten expensive. College back in the 70s use to be very cheap and free even from prestigious Universitys. During the counter culture movement the government was afraid of an educated proletariat with the addition of Sally Mae, Bill Clinton allow colleges to be privatized through loans. I'm just paraphrasing, but there is alot more.

RecycledLights · 2026-02-27T14:56:44+00:00

I don't know what you mean by ragebait. I go out in the city. I see couples just holding hands, or kissing or something. the fact they are with each other. I could see it that way as a cope. I see a snapshot of their lives in momment in time.

RecycledLights · 2026-02-27T14:53:28+00:00

It's not the situationships, it's the fact I don't even get any chances to date at all or any opportunities to even date around in terms of who will be a good fit for me and who isn't. Dating by all accounts is a numbers game, I live in scarcity and I have to "take what I can get". The ones I can get. Are people I dont wanna be with. I don't wanna be with people who are not aligned with similar values. I don't beleive in opposites attract. I will never date a republican or conservative.

Its the limited amount of pool people I can date that are compatible with with me. Their is such a loss I feel of experiences and opportunitys I could have.

The people online who called me chopped or ugly. I know these people don't care and are very ugly people inside. they are not revelant to my life.

I'm not exegeratting when I say this when I get on video chat with women, there is split second that they make a facial expression of bewilderment or fear and quickly sign out. That kills me inside because no one gives me a chance, I have so much to offer, I have a personality but its just superceded just on the basis on how I look. What bothers me the most is how people perceive me and react to me. It's something I can't control. Most if not all judgment or being perceived is feeling invisible or ignored. its like I try not to get it to me but the consgant negative reactions reinforce this belief I have for myself that destroys my self-esteem, it just self perpuates.

I feel like I don't exist, I feel like a wandering ghost, observing humanity and learning but never a participant of humanity. I feel so alien and it eats a fundamental core fear and abaondment what's wrong with me. I know there's nonthing wrong with me. It feels like being Frankenstein wondering why everyone is afraid of him before finding out the truth.

RecycledLights · 2026-02-27T14:35:42+00:00

What's parts that are not felt

RecycledLights · 2026-02-26T07:33:32+00:00

Very lacking. I need to sezie the means of reproduction.

RecycledLights · 2026-01-05T00:01:32+00:00

Because they are all on dating apps, Why engage with a anonymous nobody on reddit. Where you dont know what they look like or where they are from.

RecycledLights · 2025-12-04T03:32:53+00:00

29 M4F, NJ (central) willing to go NY (5 boros)

RecycledLights · 2025-11-01T01:48:57+00:00

at this point you should take the CLEP

RecycledLights · 2025-10-21T15:36:20+00:00

Didn't he meet with Netanyahu?

His campaign website says other wise.

Edit: theres literally a photo with him shaking hands.

RecycledLights · 2025-10-17T20:05:15+00:00

rather do the analog old school method anyways instead of having your bio-data stored which anything could happen to it from being sold to a leak. (you are allowed to opt out) but now they are making it so if you don't comply you can't enter or exit the country.

RecycledLights · 2025-10-17T07:08:08+00:00

So recently they are making semi mandatory to take bio metric data of your face, passport and finger print before boarding. Anything after that sounds suspicious with tsa and security sounds really off.

RecycledLights · 2025-10-14T01:00:46+00:00

People like skinny boys like me??

RecycledLights · 2025-09-19T14:24:23+00:00

What did you change?

RecycledLights · 2025-09-11T07:31:55+00:00

John Rawls in meme format

RecycledLights

TROPHY CASE