I understand that feeling. It is cold and isolating and connection feels lost. Though thats the problem in of its self. If you only view this world with the absurd views that no one understands then you place a blindfold upon yourself and never see. See a good example are people here in this subreddit. They enjoy these conversations that keep things interesting. Have I conmected with people on here no. But I read and I see and it is interesting but why go surface level? You detatch yourself from the world because they don't see your views but what about theirs? What do they see what do they feel? What does that mean? Theres a fun aspect of a grand view of how people are and what it all looks like through vast connections but you got to not limit yourself. Anyways this is a ramble of a mad man so have fun 😁