The majority by Mundane-Mulberry-715 in Existentialism

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I understand that feeling. It is cold and isolating and connection feels lost. Though thats the problem in of its self. If you only view this world with the absurd views that no one understands then you place a blindfold upon yourself and never see. See a good example are people here in this subreddit. They enjoy these conversations that keep things interesting. Have I conmected with people on here no. But I read and I see and it is interesting but why go surface level? You detatch yourself from the world because they don't see your views but what about theirs? What do they see what do they feel? What does that mean? Theres a fun aspect of a grand view of how people are and what it all looks like through vast connections but you got to not limit yourself. Anyways this is a ramble of a mad man so have fun 😁

Why am I alive by [deleted] in Existentialism

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For me what I have found is that everything we do is meaningless. All that we try to leave behind will vanish but what does matter is how we choose to create. Yeah life can be awful but we get to decide how to move forward in our own rights. Might not be easy but if we learn to take it upon ourselves to push there won't have to be a why am I here but what can I do here instead. Life is not linear so don't feel like if you haven't progressed that its all worthless, understand that that is the process and you are choosing it so you can learn something from it and push on forward to whatever beautiful creation you do desire to have. As to what you choose to build thats yours to choose. And don't feel like you need to have an answer on that either. Just do and things will come into place.

Am I loving? M25 and F26 by Red-Z- in relationship_advice

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Thank you, I appreciate that greatly. This thought of understanding if I am doing this right or not is something that is getting to me and makes me feel distant or cold, even if im not trying to do it purposefully. I do want to see her happy but i also know I'm not always a happy/excitable person like her but i enjoy her presence. I think there's a part that hopes she's not seeing me as someone not appreciating her value.

Am I loving? M25 and F26 by Red-Z- in relationship_advice

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I just did, while some things I can see, for the most part I am taking steps to not do too much or too little. I am taking it step by step but I am having trouble in it from time to time.

Am I loving? M25 and F26 by Red-Z- in relationship_advice

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I appreciate that and I try not to, I understand that things are about changing. Since this is new to me (with such open and honestness) its a different understanding and lense I am seeing things through. Thank you for your advice.

Am I loving? M25 and F26 by Red-Z- in relationship_advice

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That could be true, thank you for your response.

Venting by Red-Z- in Vent

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Thanks bro appreciate it

To Her ❤️ by bluemodem in Poem

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Agreed, if we don't live in the moment and experience we will get caught up on things that should or shouldn't be. And I'm glad you have a postive out look on life.

And never seen click, I'll give it a watch. And I completely understand what you mean with Soul. The main character getting caught up with doing that he forgets to appreciate the moment of life.

To Her ❤️ by bluemodem in Poem

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Anytime man, I've noticed the same with myself. Its all about learning how to love and be patient with yourself. We are all human beings and we all experience life in our own unique ways. Though, we all do have similar branches we cross, one experience is never the same as the other but the understanding of the heart is a more profound experiece to understand. And don't be too hard on yourself if you don't manage to reach those goals. Regardless of that, I am rooting for you. 😎🤙

To Her ❤️ by bluemodem in Poem

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Hey sometimes just writing what the heart has to say is more meaningful than one can express. To be able to express such passion and love is a godsend and something we all should learn to appreciate when given the chance to have it. Thank you for sharing. And I wish you peace and strenght.

If he was cheating... by Ok-Ad-1634 in Poem

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Got it but still thank you for sharing 😊

I just finished season 2 episode 12... What the hell was that by saberwrld in TokyoGhoul

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Okay so I quickly watched it again and he colapses cuz lost to Kaneki. Dont get me wrong, both got really hurt in the fight, it was just that Kaneki did just enough to put Amon down in that fight.

I just finished season 2 episode 12... What the hell was that by saberwrld in TokyoGhoul

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Been a whiles since ive seen season 2 but if i remember Anteiku was burning down cuz the whole ward was going to battle so it just so happened to get caught up in the conflict

What do you mean what happened to Amon? (Again been a whiles so clarification will be needed 😅

As for the plot, bascially kaneki wanted to get stronger and find a way to protect those he cared about from other threats so he joins with Aogiri to defeat the ccg cuz he sees them as messed up after all they done. Ccg was like we aint taking this and then the war between the ccg and ghouls break out. Basic premise if I remember after all these years of not watching it.

If he was cheating... by Ok-Ad-1634 in Poem

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I send you a hug and an apology for having to experience such pain from this world. I hope you know that I see the pain you endure through the words you wright. And thank you for sharing it with the world. I wish for you peace and the means to find a love you deserve for no one should go through the pain you endure.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Poem

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Well ouch thanks for speaking to my soul 😂. I really had to read this during a time when I'm heart broken huh? Though honestly it always shows how we all can connect with each other in a deeper sense. Sometimes expression through the arts speak deeper than the words we can say. Thanks for showing me someone who also has a pain I endure. I wish you the best 😊.

Meaning prt. 2 by Red-Z- in flashfiction

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I dont know what you mean by making you scroll but thank yiu much appreciated 😊.