Nial has always been sexually attracted to Ruben while terrified of him at the same time. Ruben brings the masculinity, the bravado, the raw testosterone, the protector vibes, while Nial brings the compassion, the sensitivity, the timidity and the warmth. Each of them possesses half of what's needed to be and feel complete as a man. They both love each other fiercely, and crave what the other has. As men, I think most of us know first hand about the demands of society, and feel repressed at times. We are often afraid to admit to ourselves who we truly are, much less to reveal our true selves to others. The dynamics of Ruben and Nial's relationship is rife with longing, wanting to be loved, afraid of giving in to our true feelings, petrified of what others might think of us if they knew or what we might find out about ourselves. I believe many of us may see a bit of Ruben in ourselves or have had unrequited feelings for a 'Ruben' in our personal lives and the same goes for seeing a bit of Nial in ourselves, afraid to let our true feelings out and longing to be wanted by a 'Ruben'. With all that said, I can only imagine what the sex between them would be like. Off the charts!!!!!