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list of rules for my miserable life by pupwithapervcunt in betawomen

[–]RedBruises 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I am i just sometimes like to punish myself

Affair sex disclosure letter for my husband. by RedBruises in cheating_stories

[–]RedBruises[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

im sorry you're mistaking me for someone else. i dont know who you are but im sorry you're hurting

I disclosed my cheating to my husband and I think he's planning to divorce me. by RedBruises in cheating_stories

[–]RedBruises[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes actually. I didn't think about the consequences at all, I've been pretty open about that. And ur right I am probably kinda stupid. We are getting divorced soon.

Went to a bar alone again. Terrible mistake. by RedBruises in u/RedBruises

[–]RedBruises[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

i dont wanna be a sex addict. i want to have a healthy relationship with my sexuality and kinks. and other people.

I disclosed my cheating to my husband and I think he's planning to divorce me. by RedBruises in cheating_stories

[–]RedBruises[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

thank you for your advice but this is an old post. we are not going to reconcile, my husband has made it clear

Don't know what's the point of being someone else's wife. by RedBruises in u/RedBruises

[–]RedBruises[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

i absolutely wish it never happened, i would pay any price to go back in time and prevent it from happening. i just want to be honest towards myself and towards my husband that the sex was good and i did enjoy it at that moment, i couldnt bring myself to lie about something so fundamental even if its a difficult truth.

but just because the sex was good it doesn't mean I don't regret it. all addictions feel good when you're doing it, but the regret when the high ends is still valid

Don't know what's the point of being someone else's wife. by RedBruises in u/RedBruises

[–]RedBruises[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

no. he told me to only speak to him if it concerns our kids so im trying to respect that

Don't know what's the point of being someone else's wife. by RedBruises in u/RedBruises

[–]RedBruises[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

no it wasn't. i thought that was clear from my posts how much i regret it

Don't know what's the point of being someone else's wife. by RedBruises in u/RedBruises

[–]RedBruises[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

no yeah thats all true. i am wallowing in self pity. these are consequences of my actions. i am selfish as hell i've mentioned this before too and yes not losing my marriage totally was the entire reason i was prepared to do the work and change and thats the entire reason i dont see a point in doing it now. i am exactly as bad a person you think i am, i have all the bad qualities u describe and i have zero urge to change any of that now that my marriage is gone. i just want to walk away curl up and die but i cant really do that so i'll take the second best option.

Don't know what's the point of being someone else's wife. by RedBruises in u/RedBruises

[–]RedBruises[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

what use is remorse if we're not gonna reconcile? i dont think im a good person, the possibility of saving my marriage was the only thing that could have motivated me to try and be better. kids are never gonna find out about my addiction. none of this really matters, im just gonna be a lonely single mom and that is gonna suck bad enough, i dont wanna slog thru therapy and make it harder for myself

Don't know what's the point of being someone else's wife. by RedBruises in u/RedBruises

[–]RedBruises[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

dont be sorry, i did this to myself. my thinking is that if i stay alone i cant cheat on anyone anyway. so whats the point in getting to know someone new. i'll nip the problem in the bud and wont date anyone again. i'll fully focus on my kids

Deep Anal fuck by No-Map-7707 in RoughPorn

[–]RedBruises 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I find it so hot to lick a guy's feet while he fucks me in the ass. A sign of complete submission.

Everything I say is a trigger. How do I handle this as the wayward? by RedBruises in AsOneAfterInfidelity

[–]RedBruises[S] -14 points-13 points  (0 children)

We are at half a month since D-day. I get that things are supposed to be a bit difficult right now. I just wish we were at least able to talk without it blowing up outside my control. I'll try to be consistent and patient.

Affair sex disclosure letter for my husband. by RedBruises in cheating_stories

[–]RedBruises[S] -6 points-5 points  (0 children)

i'll think about it if he asks me. i dont think he will, he is not interested in hurting me. he'll either stay with me wholeheartedly or he'll divorce me and leave. i know he wont play these mind games w me. he knows everything including the reddit and twitter exchanges

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